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Selasa, 24 November 2009

My safest place

Inside my blanket is my safest place
You wanna know why?
Because people will think i'm sleeping
That way, they won't disturb me

Your arms is also my safest place
You wanna know why?
Because when I'm wrapped around your arm
It feels like nothing could go wrong

It's just, right...

Rabu, 30 September 2009

And it's 27, baby :D


It's a sunday night
And it's september
And it's 27
And it's him :)

Thankyou,
You've just made my day,
I love you sooooooo much, darling :)


Rabu, 09 September 2009

Is it too fast?

You used to be the stranger
A boy I would never dare to stare
And now that we're being this close
Makes my world starts to spin

Oh boy, you totally takes all control of my own emotions
And I can't even help it
Am I falling to fast?
I'm guessing I am

The most stupid of all; being madly in love

I stupidly crying over him
Stupidly wishing about him
Stupidly staring at him
Stupidly thinking of him
And the most stupid of all:
I'm stupidly madly in love with him

Kamis, 20 Agustus 2009

Jealousy

She was like,
"Whom do you have this BIG CRUSH on?"

And I was like,
"Him"

And she said,
"Oh yeah, I have to admit that he's quite handsome and he's kind"

And I said,
"How did you know?"

And she said,
"Yea, when this girl became that boy's girlfriend my friend were kinda talking a little bit with him and he seems nice"

And I felt something,
"Oooh I see. That's why your friend liked him, right?"

Just then, something horrible attacked my heart. Yes, it was jealousy. It was forcing to come up and let me filled with anger. Oh no, hold on please. I shouldn't be jealous for something like that, should I?

Jumat, 14 Agustus 2009

Stupid enough

I never thought i would say this
That I might be serious on you
I never dreamed about feeling this
That I might be falling for you

You may call me stupid
You may call me an idiot
And yes I would say.
You're right. Absolutely right.

But I just can't help it
Boy you got my head spining
I lost my voice everytime you walks by
I can't even blink, I can't stop staring at you
Oh, you're such a breath taker

And now I realize
That falling for you is the stupidest thing i've ever done
And knowing that I can never have you
just making me even more stupid for having that thought

Kamis, 30 Juli 2009

Fallin' for you

Waaaaaw I can't believe I finished all of the works. Nine gread is tough.... :(
So, how are you guys doing? Me? Oh I'm wonderful! Why? Because there'll be no weektest for tomorrow. Yeaaaah even though i still have an indonesian speaking test. But imagine, no weektest! If you ask me, yes I don't like weektest. Emmm well, besides the fact that the first break time will be the same time as the senior high's break time ofcourse :P

By the way, I'm feeling bored right now. Just finished moving all of my shoots today from my camera into the computer and feeling like wanna update my lovely flickr-y. Oh ya Good news! I got 100 for my english quiz. 90 for my math weektest. 89 for my Biology weektest. 80 for my physics. When I told my parents about that, my dad said: 'Great start'. And my mother claped her hands for me :)

Emmmm I want to write something but I really don't know what to write. Well I guess I'm gonna tell you about this song I really like. It's called Fallin' for you, by Colbie Caillat.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Colbie Caillat is just ah-mazing. Her voice sounds like an angel. I LOVE HER :) <3>

Oh yes! You should hear this! It's worth listening. Trust me! Emmm well just search it on youtube or somewhere else or download it yah whatever you want. I'm just to lazy to upload the song for you. Maybe later.

Okay then, I'm going to school tomorrow so I've to wake up early or else I'm gonna be late... and I don't get a chance to see 'him' on the morning lol. Bye, goodnight folks, I LOVE YA!

Selasa, 23 Juni 2009

Him

He's always there when I need him
That makes me feels safe

He's always care
That makes me feels special

And I love him
No matter what they say

My seventeen,

PS. eventhough I often mad at you but you know, I still love you dear :)

Senin, 18 Mei 2009

Like waiting for NOTHING

Okay, here's the thing. I don't know what to say but sorry. I'm sorry for this whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolle damn things that had happened between us. I'm sorry for the whole 'that's-your-fault' things, I'm sorry for being so rude sometimes, I'm sorry for the whole 'i-don't-care' things, I'm sorry for being so childish, I'm sorry for the 'I-don't-like-the-way-you-do-that' things, I'm sorry for all that i've done. I'm sorry I'm sorry and yes I REALLY AM SORRY.

Gue tau lo sakit hati, gue tau lo kecewa, makadari itu gue minta maaf. Bukan maksud gue bikin lo sakit ato apa. Bukan, sama sekali bukan. Semua dateng tiba-tiba dan lo sama sekali nggak ngebantu saat itu. Gue butuh perhatian, lo malah ngejauh. Gue butuh kepastian, lo gajuga ngasih. Gue udah nunggu! Tapi mesti sampe kapan? It's like waiting for NOTHING.

Lo gasalah, gue ganyalahin lo. Gue cuma butuh kepastian. Elo gangasih, tapi dia ngasih dan gue emang sayang sama dia. Apa gue salah?


Emang itu salah gue dari awal juga, yang gue sering ngomongin orang lain di depan lo dan lain sebagainya tapi kan APA LO GANYADAR? Gue begitu karena gue gamau ada yang aneh aneh sama kita. Enggak gue gamau makanya gue begitu. Dan setelah akhirnya gue sadar kalo cara itu gaguna gue berusaha buat nggak ngomongin mereka lagi. Gue ngaku, itu susaaaaaah banget. Tapi gue berusaha. I did try, didn't you notice that? Tapi terus apa yang gue dapet? Lo malah ngejauh kan? Lo nggak se-care itu lagi sama gue. Lo kayak nggak peduli sama gue. Terus gue mau gimana lagi?

It seems like I'm blaming you right now, yeah I know. Tapi maksud gue juga bukan gitu. It was our fault. We were both wrong. Gue gatau mau gimana lagi gue gatau bisa apa lagi. What I'm hoping now is that you'll forgive me and lets not make this thing ruin our friendship, please?

"I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town"

And yes I do love you, I do care about you :')

(I know he's never gonna read this sooo yeaaa whatever i just need to let this out, before the tears start to fall, i'm getting sick of crying all the time, stupid me -_________-)

Sabtu, 16 Mei 2009

My seventeen :)

Sixteen,
You said 'I love you'
Seventeen,
I said 'I love you too'

Yes, we're together now :)

Selasa, 12 Mei 2009

It really is hurt

It's like he refuses my existence
It's like I'm not wanted anymore

He messed my head
He messed my mind
He messed my world

What the hell am I doing now?
What the hell am I waiting for?

You know what? It hurts, a lot

Jumat, 08 Mei 2009

'Enter'

I Need a million draw of breath
Just to hit the word 'enter'

I need a billion draw of breath
While waiting for him to hit the word 'enter'

How come?

Selasa, 05 Mei 2009

Just a few more days

Count a few more days
And he'll be gone

Wait a few more days
And I'll be freaking missing him

For sure...

Jumat, 01 Mei 2009

Let me tell YOU something

So i guess this is goodbye
Can't take it anymore
You don't care
You don't say
You act like I'm nothing

Do you realize, it hurts me everytime you talk?
Do you realize, it hurts me everytime you laugh?
Do you realize, it hurts me everytime you call?
Do you realize, it hurts me everytime you ignore my messages?
Do you realize, it hurts me everytime you just turn your back and walk away?

I bet you don't
Oh, I know you don't

I used to know you
Even it's not for too long
I don't want to be a drama queen
By saying I love you
I won't say that even though i do
But it's more than that
I CARE about you
Yes, I really do

So why can't you just care about me too
Like you used to?

Senin, 20 Oktober 2008

Hahaha dasar kamu Triss (khayalan tingkat tinggi)

Eh tau nggak tau nggak? Masa tadi si sekolah gue heboh banget nyeritain mimpi gue. Semua orang gue kasih tau, klo gue nggak tau malu mungkin aja satu sekolah ua pada tau semua kali ya? Heeee apa sih lo triss?
Tapi tapi ya yangpaling heboh tetep aja pas gue cerita ke Nchaa haha. Jadi kan gini ceritanya, abis math kan tuh, pelajaran selanjutnya th English club, cuman kan ada jeda istirahatnya gitu sekalian English day yaudah gue sama Nchaa ke kantin deh. Jalan ke kantin gue cerita gini,

Trissi: Chaa chaa tau nggak masa pas hari sabtu malem malem kan ya gue tidur trus gue mimpi dong Chaa..
Nchaa: Mimpi apaa?
Trissi: Mimpi smsan sama koyo hahaha (dengan muka sumringah nggak jelas)
Nchaa: Waaa? Hahaha gimana gimana?
Trissi: Ya kan ceritanya kita pramuka gitu, trus mister josh suruh kita nyari ide apaan gitu nggak ngerti deh gue. Trus nggak tau gimana ceritanya gue malah sms koyo, gue nanya apaaa gitu udah gitu kan gue taro tuh hape trus gue maen ama lo lo pada. Trus tiba tiba mister Josh nanya, 'gmna Triss udah dapet?' Yudah dh tuh gue buru buru ngecek hape eh nggak taunya ada 4 sms dan semuanya dari koyo. Gue ngk tau yang 3 isinya apa, tapi yang jelas satu yang gue inget isi smsnya tuh kea gini 'Hahaha dasar kamu Triss'
Nchaa: Hahahaha iyaa dasar KAMU Triss. Hahhaha lu sarap
Trissi: Iyaa yaa gitu terus kan ya padahal gue cuma ngirim sms 1 kali eh dia balesnya sampe 4 sms. Khawatir kali ya smsnya nggak gue bales hahaha
Nchaa: Iya kan dia kirim begini 'Trissi kenapa smsnya nggak dibales?' 'Kamu marah ya sama aku?' 'Aku salah ya?'
Trissi: Hahahaha najis ih jijik lu sarap Chaa!
Nchaa: Hahaha Lo mah digituin udah terbang kali ya Triss. Trus ntar masuk masuk lo langsung bilang 'Nchaaaaaaa!!' (Dengan muka yang super duper excited)
Trissi: Yeee nggak lagi gue bakal langsung televon lu trus gue teriak di kuping lo 'NCHAAAAAA!' hahaha
Nchaa: Nggak, ntar pas di skolah lo kan nyamperin gue trus manggil 'Nchaaaaaa!' Eh trus tiba tiba koyo lewat trus dia ngedadahin lo gituu
Trissi: Hahaha udah terbang kali yaa gueee nggak bisa turun lagi


Terus gue lupa tadi apa aja yang jelas ntar ada koyo ngomong gini 'Ahhh kamu mah gitu yaa kamu sama aku kamu jahaat yaa sama aku' Hahahahahaha sumpah tadi kocak banget menghayal sama Nchaa. Mana kita menghayal sambil minum dingin dingin trus view nya enak banget deeh. Mata langsung ke arah loby dmna koyo dkk lagi maen bola huahahahaha sumpaaaah manteeeeb bangeet! Hahaha dasar KAMU Triss

Sabtu, 26 Juli 2008

Sebuah berkah dibalik penundaan penghiasan mading

Hari ini harusnya gue ke sekolah buat menghias kelas sesuai amanat dari Mr Josh. Tapi nyatanya begitu sampe di sekolah, kelasnya itu masih rusak, lantainya masih ancur belom dibenerin. Idiih nyebelin banget! Bayangin, gue uda bangun pagi-pagi nyiapin semuanya, eeh malah nggak jadi, nggak ada pemberitahuan lgi! (Padahal sih sebenernya gue bangun jam setengah lapan terus nonton youtube, baru jam setengah spuluh mandi dan langsung berangkat hahaha).
Eh tapi gue nggak nyesel juga kok mesti ke sekolah. Pas Gue, Irena, sama Akira turun ke Lobby Irena bilang "Triss, tuh koyo Triss!". Refleks gue nengok dong, celingak-celinguk kiri-kanan kayak orang bego tapi hasilnya nihil, gue tidak menemukan sosoknya. "Mana? Nggak ada tuh?" Gue hampir aja sewot. "Itu di belakang elo!" Seolah tak terima dirinya disalahkan, Irena memperjelas letak keberadaan sang Koyo tersebut. Refleks (lagi) gue nengok. OH MY GOD! Frekuensi gue ngeliatin dia yang emang kemaren kurang ternyata membuat gue kangen setengah idup sama dia, (hahaha lebay dah lu Triss).
Anyway, karena jarak dia yang nggak terlalu jauh sama gue (Gue pas di pintu Lobby, sedangkan dia di deket kotak kaca yang isinya miniatur bangunan atau apalah itu gue nggak tau) dan fakta bahwa gue di depannya, bukan di belakangnya, jadi gue nggak bisa ngeliatin dia.
Walhasil, gue yang tadinya mau ke MM sama Irena malah jadi menunda rencana dan sok-sok mondar-mandir demi ngeliat sang pujaan hati (Hoek, cuih!). Dwima juga dengan kurang ajarnya ngeledekin gue yang memutuskan untuk mengambil jalur lain untuk masuk ke lobby (tentu saja karena di depan jalur utamanya ada si koyo). Dia bilang "Eh kok lewat samping sih? Lewat depan dong lo gimana.." Sumpah, nyebelin abis. Hahaha. Si Irena juga sempet-sempetnya nanya, "Emang kalo diloatin terus mukanya berubah ya Triss?". "Nggak" Jwabku enteng, singkat, padat, dan jelas.
Akhirnya Irena yang bosan memaksaku untuk segera pergi ke MM, aku pun nggak enak dan memutuskan untuk setuju aja. Karena malas jalan jauh, kami lewat gedung SD. Nah pas di Gerbang itu ada satpam, sifat iseng dan sok kenal gue kambuh, jadi gue sapa deh tuh satpam, "Hai pak!". Padahal kenal aja gue nggak, eh tuh satpam senyum, yaudah gue senyumin balik deh.
Nah dalam perjalan dari Global menuju MM itu, gue yang masih nggak rela meninggalkan sekolah (tentunya karena masih ada si 'dia') terus menerus berkata. "Ren, kita balik aja yuk!" Hahaha Irena sampe bosen tau nggak sih dengernya. Bahkan sampai di lapangan parkir MM pun gue masih bilang "Ren, udah nyampe MM kan? Kita balik aja yuk!" ckckck, did I really addicted to that 'KOYO' thing? Hahaha.
Tapi hari ini, benar-benar merupakan sebuah berkah. Gue nggak nyangka koyo bisa di sekolah padahal di sana nggak ada temen-temen yang biasa main sama dia. Akhirnya tadi dia di sekolah duduk-duduk ngobrol-ngobrol sama anak-anak kelas 8 (Yang sebagian dari mereka adalah teman-teman sekelas gue, ato semuanya ya? Nggak tau deh) sama ada satu lagi temennya. ;p

Kamis, 24 Juli 2008

For some reason, just call him KOYO!

Seperti selayaknya cewek normal gue juga interest with someone. Hmm, for some reason let's just call him 'koyo'! weird huh? Well, long story guys. hahaha. Gue suka sama dia baru-baru ini aja dan anehnya kalo ditanya gue suka karena apa pasti gue bakal bingung jawabnya. Kemaren ada temen gue, Tamma namanya, dia nanya ke gue ; "Triss, lo suka sama si koyo dari apanya sih?", dan jawaban gue ; "He's uniqe!". Padahal gue sendiri nggak tau juga unik dari sisi mananya? Mungkin dari sisi 'kepribadian ganda'nya kali ya? (Hahaha apa pulaa itu). Tapi mungkin ada benernya juga sih, klo menurut gue dia itu tipe orang yang jarang senyum, tapi begitu senyum ato ketawa orang jadi pengen liat dia senyum terus. MANIS LUCU UNIK! (Tapi berhubung ini penilaian gue jadi bole percaya bole nggak). Gue banyak nanya tentang dia ke temen-temennya, dan narasumber itu berkata gue nggak salah pilih! He's a great boy =). Anyway, sebenernya gue ngepost ini tulisan maksudnya apa sih? Ada yang tau nggak? Soalnya gue sendiri bingung kenapa gue nulis kyak gini. Well, maaf yaa gue cuma lagi pengen nulis sesuatu dan gue nggak ada bahan buat ditulis, nah waktu lagi bengong-bengong gitu trus tiba-tiba gue kepikiran dia, jadilah tercipta tulisan nggak mutu kayak gini deh. Hehehe ;p