The plan

I got a very interesting plan in my head.
This plan is making me very excited. I've talked to Bonita and as always, she had the same thought as mine.
But this plan will cost me so much money, i have to decrease my spending from now or else this plan won't work exactly the way i want it to be.

OHMYGOD i freaking can't wait for this plan to work

Sleep well,
though that text message ruinned my mood,
I still love you

Go find some other toys

Girl's heart is fragile and sensitive
That's why you cannot play with it
It needs gentle touch, and it needs to be taken care of
Once you play with it, it can easily break
And it never comes back as flawless as before

I'm sure you already knew that
So what is it with you?
Why are you still playing with it?
Quit fooling around, go find other things to be played with
Girl's heart doesn't need your bullshit promises

Go ahead dude, go find some other toys to play with

A real big fan of yours

HAPPY ELEVEN, MR. LAKSANA!
Wish us both a great-longlasting-relationship

Dear 11, you've been my favorite number for so long.
There are so many reasons why i like you.
Now, could you please give me one more reason to keep you as my favorite?
Be a great month, no silly fights, no tears wasted, no sad stories. Just be GREAT!

Being with you is indicribable,
How can i ask more? You're the best I've ever had so far. And hopefully you will always be.
I just love everything about you.

'Your biggest fan'

Don't mess with my nose

HEEEEELP, I CAN'T BREATH! Literally.

Gila, idung gue mampet semampet mampetnya mampet, hell banget ini. Alhasil gue napas pake mulut which is gaenak banget, dan malah jadi batuk-batuk. Ini semua garagara main ujan-ujanan sama si tukang ojek, jadi flu begini kan huh.

Tadi siang di sekolah malah lebih parah, badan gue anget dan sumpah rasanya gaenak banget. Tapi gue masih bisa pecicilan. Gue malah sibuk ngobrolin tentang orang-orang kaya sama eno (someday i will be as rich as you are. Amin) terus main-main sama si Dhendry dan Bram sama Malvin juga. Alhamdulillah waktu pulang panasnya udah mulai turun, terus kan Nchaa dateng tuh tadi, nah begitu Nchaa pulang gue udah gak panas lagi.

Jadi intinya sekarang gue udah gak panas, tapi idung gue banjir dan tersumbat. Gara-gara ini gue jadi gabisa konsen belajar ICT. Padahal besok ada test. Bayangkan! Dari 4 kisikisi yang dikasih gue baru belajar 1 doang. Hell banget flu.

I freakin' hate you, influenza. Go mess somebody else's nose, just NOT ME
Happy studying~

Would you stop causing bad endings?

One of so many things in the world that always makes me happy is the rain.
I love the smell, I love the sound, I love the way it looks when the water's falling from the sky to the ground.
But it has been twice in these two weeks, the rain caused such a bad ending of the day.
Why did you have to do that, dear rain?
I love you, but if you keep on causing bad ending like this, i won't love you no more.

Dear rain, please come down here and sing me a lullaby
Sleeptight, you :*

My professor

"WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU"
He used to be called 'Little Mr. Professor' but I prefer calling him 'My Professor'

A good start

It's time for weektest!

I have a good news, I'm starting this week's weektest with a good score.
Today I had my math weektest, and I got 93! SAY YES FOR ME :)
Actually I could get 100 but these silly things prevent me from getting that perfect score.
I made mistake on number 1c, I didn't read the question correctly. And also on number 3a, I carelessly wrote the number 2 instead of 1. I should've got that number right. Too bad, I'm still regreting it.

Well, tomorrow is chemistry weektest. It's about 'Tabel Periodik Unsur' I've understand all of the materials and hopefully i can get a great score. Oh wait, with all the preparation, I determine that i can get that perfect 100 score.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Wish me luck, people!
Goodluck to me, and good luck to you :*

I can't resist

That silly-goofy smile of yours
The loud laughter you always show
The way you look me in the eyes
How you mess with my hair
The way you kiss the top of my head
The hillariously-romantic jokes you used to tell me
How you hold me tightly when you have to go home and i won't let you
Everything in you, have made me crazily in love with you

now, how can i resist you?

God, I'm in so much pain

"Gotta stay strong! Let no tears escape"
It's so easy to say those words but what's funny is that it's so hard to stay strong and prevent myself for crying.

Lately I've been crying a lot, I've been a very hyper sensitive girl.
I've never felt this uncomfortable before, I've never felt this way. It's torturing me, somebody help?

I can't say what's on my mind, I can't tell what's going on with me, I just can't talk. People would think this is a small problem, which i won't agree with that. To me, this is HUGE.

These are just too much, too much thoughts and too much pain, could somebody help me?

I still love you though,
the one who's always being there for me :')

Keep shining, dear Indonesia

Good evening!

Hoooaaahm i just finished my work for tomorrow's class-decorating competition. Man, it was a lot of works. I've been in my room for almost 6 hours just doing these things.
Now is 23.18, in less than 1 hour my bestfriend, Irena will have her 15th birthday. Gotta stay awake until midnight ;)

Bytheway HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDONESIA! Keep shining my dear country, i'm proud being a part of you, being an indonesian.
And........ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO RANI SALSABILA! All the greatest in life for you my girl. I MISS YOU!

Today we didn't study at school, we did a ceremony in order to celebrate Indonesia's 65th birthday. After the ceremony i stayed at school with some of my friends. A few hours later we felt very bored and we decided to watch a movie in the cinema. So there we went, to Bekasi Square and we whatched Expendables. AMAZING MOVIE I TELL YA, IT'S AWESOME! Thankyou for the movie Adam, Dwipa, Angga, and Tian :D

Oh no, i forgot to charge my Kennedy. His battery is almost out, poor him :p Okay, gotta go. I'll post more. I promise. Goodbye, and goodnight.

I proudly say that I'm an Indonesian,
I love Indonesia, and I love you ;)

Here comes the holy month

HAPPY FASTING!
Time flies in a full speed, i can't believe that tomorrow we're gonna start our fasting month. I'm sorry for all mistakes i've done. I hope all of our deeds in this fasting month will be receivable. Amin.

With a pure heart i say,
Goodluck and happy fasting, fellas :)

Unstable

I hate how fast my mood change. Once I'm feeling happy that i can't stop smiling and not long after that someone manage to ruin my mood and i'll be all gloomy and upset :(

I want to control my emotion, I don't wanna get mad easily
please please please go away, dear negative feelings

Not in the good mood because of silly conversation,
TPrayoga