This is what i think

Hey dude, wanna know something?
You're pathetic, you know that?
I might not understand what you're feeling right now
But i do understand what you're doing
I know you feel hurt inside,
but you're hurting yourself evenmore
And the worst part is... you're hurting others too
You might not say it, but you're blaming things on others
Just shut your mouth up
If it is just made for hurting people
Please, you're not the only one who's suffer

The Scorpio

Garagara Kak Mody gue jadi tertarik baca @ZodiacFact di twitter hahaha. Gila banget rasanya Scorpio itu banyak banget ya negatifnya, and unfortunately... or should i say fortunately sebagian dari yang disebutkan itu sesuai dengan kenyataan. The whole jealousy thing, cheating, truths, and even relationships. Wow. Wanna check them out? I've copied some of them:

Scorpio does have a problem with jealousy sometimes, and they really do have to work on it. *I really really have to work on it sooner or later. I'm tired of being jealous actually, but i just can't help it. I often get jealous easily, sometimes over the stupidest thing ever. And it surely made me cry all night. Jealousy is dangerous i tell ya!

Scorpio is a feminine sign and is ruled by Mars and they are always involved in an inner conflict.

The best Advice Is To Be honest With a Scorpio.

Scorpios will cheat If they feel like their being Pressured in the relationship. *okay, this really happened. and i'm regreting this thing until now. How could i be SO STUPID :(

Scorpios have many admirers and their partners must accept that there is a lot of competition.

Scorpios like people who will be at their side throughout their lives.

Scorpios are the best of friends and the worst of enemies.

Scorpios are very good at handling dangerous and critical situations with ease *i really really wish i'm this person. I used to run away and hide, avoid the "dangerous and critical situations" instead of handling it. Such a coward

Scorpios have attractive personalities and they never leave any work incomplete.

A scorpio will gather evidence to prove that their partners are cheating.This is when the volcanic Scorpio temper can emerge.

Do not date a Scorpio if you want a broken heart

The Scorpio person is sometimes hypersensitive. *OHMYGOD THIS IS SO TRUE!

Scorpio is the greatest lovers in the world and this covers both the physical love as well as the platonic.

People usually feel something “strong” toward Scorpios in a friendship.

Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph

Scorpio's Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition

There is no mistaking it when a Scorpio really fall for someone they pull out all the stops to impress them.

And here's about Scorpio's relationship with Libra:

Relationship with a Libra feels like a pendulum swinging until it gets comfortably settled at a stable point *I've gone through this phase and I wish that phase is completely over now, I'm starting to enjoying this relationship i have, and i'm falling more more more in love with my libra guy ;)

A Libra man due to his ego and flirtatious nature will always make a Scorpio woman neglected *it happens..... sometimes

Jump Then Fall, Taylor Swift

Currently listening, humming, singing, and quoting. I love this song almost as much as I love him :p

I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound
I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is
We should be together

Everytime you smile, I smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you

Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump
then fall into me

Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
Cause i'm gonna stay through it all so
Jump then fall

Well I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me
I love each freckle on your face, oh
I've never been so wrapped up
Honey, I like the way you're everything i've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over
And all i can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

The bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But i'll hold you through the night until you smile

Whoa oh I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
Jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Evrytime you smile i smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine
And everytime you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
You can jump then fall, jump then fall,
jump then fall into me, into me

Nothing's right

Lo tau?
Gue lagi sebel.
Sebel banget banget teramat sangat. Sebel to the max max max MAX. Saking keselnya sampe mau nangis. Eh nggak deng udah nangis tadi.

1. Gue sakit perut
Oke mungkin ini sudah biasa. Tapi ya tolong yang namanya sakit perut gak ilang ilang itu NGGAK ENAK. Sama sekali nggak enak. Sumpah gue benci banget. Apalagi ini sakit perut awet banget dari kemaren malem sampe hari ini.

2. Terancam gak bisa ikut UP ICT
Gue panik. Kertas weektest gue yang jadi syarat ikut ujian praktek ICT. HILANG! GONE! DISSAPEAR! Beneran gak ada di mana mana. Gimana nih besok aduh. Rencananya eke mau ngomong ke mr Glory besok siapa tau dikasih dispensasi. Tapi belum tentu juga. Tapi semoga tetep boleh ikutan. Amin amin amin. Sampe gak boleh gue bunuh diri (?)

3. Pending
Oke pending itu memang penghancur hubungan. Garagara pending waktu itu gue sempet kesel sama Adam garagara gue kira dia gak ngebales sms gataunya memang pending. Nah tapi ternyata pending yang berawal pada hari Minggu malam itu berlanjut sampe hari ini. Lucunya pendingnya itu cuma pas malem setiap jam 7 ke atas, pagi-paginya pasti sembuh dan lancar2 saja. Stress banget gue. Gak tau apa lu woy gua gak bisa pacaran nih~

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Gatau lagi deh pokoknya gue lagi sebel banget nget nget nget nget. Ini juga nih Adam gak bales bales sms kan males banget gua dah.

OHIYA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISAD WIRIANDI MUSA. ALL THE GREATEST IN LIFE FOR YOU, BOY ;)

I'm falling, like i never fell

Hey dear, wanna know what i'm feeling?

I love how i love you
I love how you love me

We're just perfect, i guess
You complete me, you make me whole

I'm falling in love
Over and over and over again
with the same person,

and i'm happy to know that the person is you :)

Stupidity

I'm having a hard time dealing with life lately.
I'm so full of preasures right now, why can't i just enjoy my last time being a junior high school student, why can't i just having fun with my Recoureveuns for this one last time?
I'm stupid enough for ruin everything :'(

Butuh..... aseton -,-

Hell-o!

Sekarang waktu menunjukan pukul 00.57 dan gue sama sekali belum merasakan yg namanya ngantuk itu. Ohmygod gimana nasib gue nanti pagi? Padahal dalam waktu kurang lebih 6 jam lagi gue bakal kembali berada di sekolah gue tercinta: Global Prestasi School.

Eh gue lagi panik tauga?
Masa gue masih pake kuteks.
Warna biru metalik.
Belum gue hapus.
Bentar lagi sekolah.
Aseton gue H I L A NG!

Yak, sepertinya gue bakal tewas hari ini. Kalo masih mau baca postingan gue berdoa yg banyak ya semoga gak ada guru yg sadar atau semoga eno punya aseton atau semoga aseton gue ketemu. Amin amin amin amin AMIN :)

Ohiya! Telat bgt gue ngabarin tapi.... UN SUDAH SELESAI!
I still don't believe it. So fast, isn't it?
Tapi ya bullshit bgt yg bilang abis UN udah boleh bebas. Kenapa? Karena faktanya abis UN kami para murid kelas 9 masih harus menghadapi 2 buah cobaan lagi yg dikenal sebagai Ujian Sekolah (US) dan Ujian praktek. Dan keduanya lebih merepotkan daripada mempersiapkan UN. Dan baru gue sadari juga bahwa gue jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih suka pelajaran UN dibandingkan pelajaran US. Gurugurunya juga jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih enak di pelajaran UN. But anyway, gue bakal coba untuk menjalaninya dengan lapang dada dan berusaha menikmatinya seperti kata kak astha. Katanya "toh nanti bakal kebayar sama liburan panjang". Yep, you were right kak! Lagian se-ogah ogahnya gue sama pelajaran dan gurunya gue LEBIH OGAH lagi dapet nilai jelek di mata pelajaran US. I'm quite good at remembering so what's with the bad scores.

Terus ya masa gue seneng soalnya Adam udah mulai cerita cerita sama gue. I'm glad i'm no longer be the only one who's complaining, talking, cursing about life. Dan sekarang dia sedang dalam perang batin (?) yg cukup serius. Ehm bukan perang batin dwng gue ngarang tapi mau disebut masalah juga bukan. Ya intinya dia mulai memberontak dan gak suka dikekamg. Oh that's very usual. Be patient Adam, it's just a part of growing up process, you'll do and be just fine, i'm here if you need me :)

Okay i really need to get some sleep.
Sleep tight,
I love you, baby :*