Pattern

I'm currently listening to this song called London(foolishly) by Nick Jonas, my all time favorite singer and musician. I have been listening to this song for the last couple hours now, I've repeated it over and over and over again and somehow at one point I cried over this song while I was singing along. Thinking that the words are nearly the same with what I'm feeling right now. Almost. Well, I don't get the overall meaning of the song but If I look at the sentences, there are some of them that are very similiar to my condition. So, yeah.

Another foggy night in london town
All the dreamers are asleep
No one understands what I have found
No, not even me

Foolishly I fall
To the obvious pattern of it all
Carelessly I stall
Thinking change was just a friend that never called
Tragedies I write
When it means we count the blessings in our life

Could it be that I now stand corrected?
Could it be that I now stand affected by this blinding light?
Blinding light...

Big ben breathing down my neck again
I feel my time is running out
And all this baggage that I'm carrying
It's time to lay it down

A cup of tea out on my own tonight
Now I'm changing by this blinding light
Yeah...