Yeahright

I know, I have changed. A lot.
I'm all gloomy and easily upset. I know.
I'm blaming the world because it's being unfair. When actualy it's never fair.
I'm starting to close my heart. Only because I don't want to get anymore heartbreak.
I'm blaming others, when It's actually myself is the one to be blamed on.
I'm turning into an evil. Haha. Yeahright.
Negative thoughts are all over me and it's contorolling me.

You know, I have tried.
To be what I called the old me.
But everytime I tried, something got a hold on me.
I couldn't even finish trying.

I'm helpless. I'm hopeless. I'm restless.
Sometimes I wonder... What's the meaning of life if it keeps on going this way?
Okay stop. I'm turning into an emo girl who wants to do a suicide. Oh hell suicide.

Bring me back the old times :|