Finally

This morning she saw him "smiling" when they made eye contact.

Shewas so happy she could hardly breathe. Literally.

She wanted to jump as high as she could

She wanted to scream as loud as she could

On the afternoon she kept asking herself if it was real

Was it her, he was smiling at?

Or was she imagining things?

And tonight she finally got the answer

The shocking fact that he's already with someone else

And the smile probably wasn't real

It makes her realize that she should stop dreaming

She should stop waiting

She should stop hoping

Thankyou for 4 years of longing, she spoke quitely.

She thought to herself that this isn't as hurt as the last time, but it's definitely not the feeling she wants to feel.

List of hell

Wow pulang live in langsung disambut tugas yg banyak, belum lagi weektest. Wow banget bener-bener wow. Lebih wow daripada makan maicih.

Anyway, mau review tugas dulu nih biar gak lupa

- ICT: video global expo

- Civics: Artikel tentang reshuffel kabinet

- Math: Halaman 113

- ICAS: baca carmila, vocabulary workshop 3

- Live in: Laporan

Oke cukup banyak bukan, dan ini sepertinya deadlinenya minggu ini semua. Yang gue udah kerjain baru Math doang itu pun belum selesai, tinggal 2 nomer lagi sih. Yang lain? Nihil bener bener kosong-song-song-song.

Hm, padahal mau cerita tentang live in kemaren yang super duper ekstra seru, tapi karena tugas yang menggunung mungkin ditunggu dulu kali ya.

Bussy bee,

Trissi Prayoga *lap keringet*

You just can't

It's the feeling you get when your 'good' turns out to be 'isn't good enough'

And you just want to give everything up

Because there's no point of trying anymore

It's the feeling you get when your friends making you feel so small

And you want to blame everything on them but you can't

Because it isn't exactly their fault

It's the feeling you get when you want to cry so much

But you can't because it won't solve anything.

I wonder,

Do you even know my name?

I need a better topic

Gue baru sadar.

Blog gue kenapa isinya galau terus ya?

Kenapa coba kenapa?

Gue bener-bener harus cari topik yang lebih bermutu. Jauh bermutu dari ini.

Tapi apa?

Jadi galau........................... tuh kan galau lagi x_x

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Catch ya later, this stomach ache is killing me. Feeling like throwing up :&

I'll fing a better topic to write on this blog, promise!

Second

Same date, same month, 2 years ago, I was smiling from ear to ear because at that moment we started our story. And thank God, at this same date same month 2 years after that moment, we are still together. Celebrating our 2nd anniversary.

Happy anniversary, love

Thankyou for the indiscribable feelings you gave me.

Thankyou for the magnificent 2 years.

Unconditionally yours,

Dyah Trisna Atinirmala Prayoga

Stressful

Meeeen kelas 11 berat banget meeeen. kalo kemaren kelas 10 berat karena harus adaptasi, yg sekarang berat karena pelajarannya berkali kali kali kali kali lipat lebih susah dan materinya banyak banget. Ditambah lagi berhubung kelas gue otaknya dewa dewa semua anak anaknya ya belajarnya jadi cepet banget bat bet bat bet langsung ganti materi. lah gua? bengong cengo. Untung alhamdulillah banget gue masih ada kemauan belajar.

Yaudah sebenernya sih mau ngomong gitu aja, curhat dikit. kepala udah mau meledak. Gotta continue my study for tomorrow's test: civics............ plus an oral test for TOEFL.

wish me luck. Lots and lots of them

*fingercrossed*