Bismillah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Ya Allah lancarkan lah simak UI hari minggu besok.
Ya Allah berikanlah kemudahan.
Ya Allah semoga nilai SBMPTN kemarin cukup buat masuk UI
Ya Allah semoga keterima di UI baik itu lewat SBMPTN atau di SIMAK
Ya Allah, lancarkan jalan berikan kemudahan untuk masuk UI
Aku mau buat mama papa bangga ya Allah, aku mau ringanin beban mereka.
Amin amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin.

Sugar-coated.

I can no longer decide which to believe and not to believe. 

Sometimes I shout out a question, and it's always this question: 'Do I ever mean anything to you?'

Because honestly, I don't think I ever do.

You were obviously were just giving out sweet-meaningless words which at that time I was too overwhelmed to realize.

How could you make a promise when you didn't really mean it?

I never meant to take your words seriously, but sometimes I have this feeling that you actually feel something. But then again you proved me wrong, and too bad, your words really like to stay in my head.

Just as I began to live without you, you decided to join in, and just as I'm starting to fall, you move. You didn't catch me the first time, nor the second time, let alone for the third time. Bet you never will.

And I bet, if I don't text you first, I wouldn't hear the phone ring.

Oh well.