What the.....?!

God, this bike thingy. It's making me crazy!
Who would thing that I will be jealous over a....... BIKE?!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
It's not even alive. I mean, COME ON TRISSI! GET REAL! GET SOME FRESH AIR!

I know. Stupid. Haha.
It's just, I think he's loosing his interest in me. Suddenly the bike is just the one thing that fills his brain. Geez, I better get something to do before this bike thing starts to get worse. It's creeping me out. Really.

Yeahright

I know, I have changed. A lot.
I'm all gloomy and easily upset. I know.
I'm blaming the world because it's being unfair. When actualy it's never fair.
I'm starting to close my heart. Only because I don't want to get anymore heartbreak.
I'm blaming others, when It's actually myself is the one to be blamed on.
I'm turning into an evil. Haha. Yeahright.
Negative thoughts are all over me and it's contorolling me.

You know, I have tried.
To be what I called the old me.
But everytime I tried, something got a hold on me.
I couldn't even finish trying.

I'm helpless. I'm hopeless. I'm restless.
Sometimes I wonder... What's the meaning of life if it keeps on going this way?
Okay stop. I'm turning into an emo girl who wants to do a suicide. Oh hell suicide.

Bring me back the old times :|

It's just getting worst and worst

I may be not the bestest of friend but hey, i do deserve a better respect, don't I?
I did everything I could to help you and this is what you give me in return?
Don't you realize you took almost.... EVERYTHING? Literally almost everything.
I don't mean to hate you or things like that but I couldn't help being nice if you keep on messing with the life that I've been living for these 16 years.

I'm sorry, buddy.

The movie thingy

bytheway.....

I miss our movie-after-exam tradition thingy. Because apparently, we don't have it here in high s(ucks)chool.

Could we do that again, some other time... maybe?

1st day of the last month

1st day of december = last day of semester exam! Ahaaa you can't believe how happy i am. Finally.... I AM FREE! Okay, not quite. I'm still worried about the remedials. Sundanesse and religion! Huh hah I hope I get enough score to pass on that two subject. I feel so dumb. Usually I don't get very nervous about that two subjects but unexpectedly the teachers have been increasing the difficulty level or.... is it me who didn't study? Kidding. Sure I studied, but not seriously :p

Well, let's just hope and pray!
Huh hah bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Welcoming the holiday with an open heart ;)

See you next year, dear 11!

I knooooow this is a real delay but still.... I AM NO LONGER A FIFTEEN YEARS OLD GIRL. I'M SIXTEEN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! SIXTEEN!

I've been trough a lot in this past 1 year. Fifteen had been a really rough age and I believe being a sixteen years old girl would be much more than that.

Oh did I told you that I got a surprise 'party' from my loved ones? YAYAYA! That day, 11 November 2010, It was afternoon and they came to my house pouring me with plastics of flour and water. They brought a strawberry cheese cake with candles on top of it, and DO NOT forget the present. It wasn't much but they were so sweet, I wanna cry :')

Look! I got to make a wish and blow the candles :3

He got the honour to have the first cake

Thankyou for all wishes, presents, and the surprise.
Special thanks to these people:

I'm gonna post the presents I got for my birthday, SOON!

Can't thankyou enough,
Just-turned-sixteen girl :*

Happy 13th, my miracle

Thankyou for supporting me
Thankyou for the lessons you've given me
Thankyou for making me cry
Thankyou for making me laugh
Thankyou for being all sweet and gentle
Thankyou for giving me this feeling
Thankyou for giving me your shoulder to cry on
Thankyou for giving me a place to lean on
Thankyou for being with me in these past 13 months
Thankyou for all things you've done, you've done so much that i can't say them one by one
And the most important of all.....
Thankyou for giving me a chance to love you, and to be loved by you.
That's the most amazing thing you've given to me.

Don't ever forget that I LOVE YOU :)