Enlighten me, please?

Wow. So this is highschool. Full of bullshits. Hypocrite people. Lies. Fakeness.

Hell, what’s the fun of it?

People always say that highschool is the best thing that ever happen on their life, but I haven’t seen that part yet. I’m not comfortable, I’m not having fun. I can’t even laugh a real laughter.

I’m not saying that I’m the innocent one, I do bad things. I do lie. I do fake things. I even talk about someone elses on their back. Hey, it’s undeniable! Even though I know that’s a really really really – and by that I mean REALLY a bad thing to do. But Hell, who’s saint in this freakin’ cruel world?! No one, i tell ya, NO ONE!

What I’m saying is, I really am looking forward to seeing the good part in highschool. Because what I have seen now are just a bunch of test, homeworks, uncomfortable environtment, and so on.

I have no Idea on how higschool life works. is there anyone out there who cares enough to enlighten me?

Life’s keep changing, currently. And again I say, HOW COULD I FIT IN?

I want to be able to say that ‘highschool is the best thing that ever happen to me’ thing. Lucky you who has found it. I’d say, congratulation! I hope, my turn is right on the corner :)

What a fool, what a shame

"Well it has been a year, it doesn't surprise me. Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it with a note saying 'I love you' I meant it. Now I know what a fool I have been, but if you kiss me now I know you'd fool me again" - Last Christmas, Taylor Swift

Did I make a perfect decision or what?

I thought you've changed...

Oh no, if you've changed why the hell you're still doing this to me.

I thought you really are sorry for what happened last year...

But oh! If you really are sorry, why do you do this freaking thing to me again?

I thought I would hate you...

But unfortunatelly I cannot.

Geez, why you have to make me miserable :'(

You really have no idea how this getting into me, jerk :|

I hate you, I swear! *i know, it won't happen, just feeling like saying it*

and, I'm sorry to you, I feel like a bitch. Really sorry :(

WHOOP WHOOP

Say... We're going to Old Town tomorrow!

Hip hip HURAAAY!

Finally. Refreshing :)

The 10th grade students are having our fieldtrip tomorrow. GOD! It's like a holiday! The teachers say that we're going to visit the Bahari Museum and the Fatahilah Museum. I'M SO EXCITED! Pluss +++ My class and his class are on the same bus. WHOOP WHOOP! :D :D :D

I've packed all my things on my mickey backpack. It's such an elementary, I know. But who cares? I've also prepared my camera, emptied the memory card, and charged the battery. The only thing that I haven't done is buying snacks. I'll do it tomorrow I guess. There's an 24hours Indomaret near school.

I'll see ya tomorrow then, fellas!

Excited for the one day out of school,

"WHOOP WHOOP" ;)

What the.....?!

God, this bike thingy. It's making me crazy!
Who would thing that I will be jealous over a....... BIKE?!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
It's not even alive. I mean, COME ON TRISSI! GET REAL! GET SOME FRESH AIR!

I know. Stupid. Haha.
It's just, I think he's loosing his interest in me. Suddenly the bike is just the one thing that fills his brain. Geez, I better get something to do before this bike thing starts to get worse. It's creeping me out. Really.

Yeahright

I know, I have changed. A lot.
I'm all gloomy and easily upset. I know.
I'm blaming the world because it's being unfair. When actualy it's never fair.
I'm starting to close my heart. Only because I don't want to get anymore heartbreak.
I'm blaming others, when It's actually myself is the one to be blamed on.
I'm turning into an evil. Haha. Yeahright.
Negative thoughts are all over me and it's contorolling me.

You know, I have tried.
To be what I called the old me.
But everytime I tried, something got a hold on me.
I couldn't even finish trying.

I'm helpless. I'm hopeless. I'm restless.
Sometimes I wonder... What's the meaning of life if it keeps on going this way?
Okay stop. I'm turning into an emo girl who wants to do a suicide. Oh hell suicide.

Bring me back the old times :|

It's just getting worst and worst

I may be not the bestest of friend but hey, i do deserve a better respect, don't I?
I did everything I could to help you and this is what you give me in return?
Don't you realize you took almost.... EVERYTHING? Literally almost everything.
I don't mean to hate you or things like that but I couldn't help being nice if you keep on messing with the life that I've been living for these 16 years.

I'm sorry, buddy.

The movie thingy

bytheway.....

I miss our movie-after-exam tradition thingy. Because apparently, we don't have it here in high s(ucks)chool.

Could we do that again, some other time... maybe?