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Minggu, 12 April 2009
Kamis, 09 April 2009
9 April 2009
Long weekend long weekend gakemana mana orang orang di rumah pada janjian sakit parah bangeeeeeet. Eh tapi kemaren gua jalan dong. Cume ke Giant sih nonton doang tapi yagapapa lah dari pada lumutan di rumah yaga? Ya doong.
Kemaren tuh janjian mau nonton di Giant bareng Nchaa, Dendy, Dwima, Dwipa jam 2 di sana. Kan gue gamau bego sendiri ya yaudah gue bilang Nchaa kalo udah mau nyampe Giant telefon ato sms ato misscall ato apa kek supaya gue bisa berangkat gitu ceritanya. Eeeeeh ternyata dia gangabarin apa apa tiba tiba udah muncul aja gitu di sana pas gua dateng. Jadilah kan ya gue dateng paling belakangan eh begitu gua dateng tuh kan anak anak pada nunggu di sebelah AW si Nchaa malah ngajak beli J.co yeeeeh tau gitu mah bilang aja jadi gua gausah capek capek naek ke atas yakan? Ohiya si Nchaa kan bawa adeknya sama sepupunya yayang satu kelas 5 satu kelas 6 dan kalian tauuuuuu masa MEREKA LEBIH TINGGI DARI GUE oh shit sekali saudara saudara jadilah gua diledekin hih yaudah terima nasib aja ya Triss ntar lo juga tinggi kok tenang aja. hahaha.
Lanjut deh abis beli J.co duduk duduk bentar terus ke atas lagi ya ke XXI terus beli popcorn beli minum masuk deh ke teather TUJUH hahaha. Kita nonton apasih kemaren ya? Oh iya Monster vs. Alien kocak dah filmnya. Kan urutan duduknya tuh dari ujung kanan si Dendy, Dwima, gue, Dwipa, Nchaa, Andrea (adeknya nchaa), terus Ajeng (sepupunya Nchaa). Terus waktu baru mulai gitu filmnya si Dwima maah ngambil ancang ancang mau curhat yaudah terus dia ngomong bentar akhirnya nonton deh. Terus kan gue tanya ya ke Dwipa dia beli popcorn apa nggak soalnya gua gabeli terus dia bilang dia juga gabeli eeeeh taunya dia malah ngebeliin hahaha oke deh sip dwipa baik. Terus tengah tengah film seperti biasa gua kebelet parah banget itu dah TIDAK seperti biasanya gue kedinginan udah takut aja tuh gua jangan jangan mau sakit duuh ogah deh gamau gua. Yaudah gue pinjem dah tuh jaketnya si Dwipa gua pake masyaAllaaaaah gedenyaaaaaaaaa ampun ampunan hahaha parah tapi gapapa deh. Terus si Nchaa juga minjem jaketnya Dendy wakakak memang kalian baik.
Oke akhirnya filmnya abis tauga sih gue tersiksa gabisa ketawa. Abisan gua kebelet udah di ambang batas gitu tapi mau ke kamar mandi males haha. Akhirnya begitu film selese ya terus kita keluar gua sama Nchaa langsung ke kamar mandi gileee lega banget meen. Abis dari kamar mandi terus nyari itu para lelaki yang ternyata as always ada di game center ya terus kan si Dwima mane kagak berenti berenti yaudah gue sama Nchaa sama Dendy keluar duduk duduk ngobrol fotofoto nakutnakutin gue z. Begitu Dwima selese eeeeh Nchaa dijemput yah Nchaa pulang aduh yaaah mampus aja dah gua pulang sama siapa ntar. Tapi gue masih males pulang yaudah jadilah tuh kita duduk duduk gitu di tempat makan ya ngobrol ngobrol sama si Dendy dan Dwi kembar itu. Eh begitu lagi ngobrol si Dendy sakit perut gitu mukanya merana banget terus dia akhirnya turun deh mau ke kamar mandi yang di deket amazone. Nggak lama gue sama si Dwi kembar itu nyusul. Yaolo gue udah kea apaan tau udah cewek sendiri mana cowoknya kembar identik gitu pula ck.
Akhirnya setelah muter muter nyari tuh yang namanya kamar mandi di deket amazone terus pake ada selingan acara Dwima ilang, Dendy pun keluar. Terus ngobrol ngobrol gitu ya, terus si Dwima sok sok nge-fly gitu sumpah serem banget terus pake acara ngegodain gua segala mana situ kan ya gua cewek sendiri gitu bukannya apa apa tpi kan udah malem gitu ya ditambah lagi gua bingung mau pulang pake apa parah deh ah pokoknya. Terus jam delapanan tuh kita pindah ke AW di situ ya ngobrol ngobrol lagi gila gilaan gitu deh ah gimana sih terus telfon telfonan terus gue buat pengakuan gitu sama si Dwima sampe jam 9an kalo gasalah tuh ya terus akhirnya si Dendy di jemput dan dia mau nganterin gua ALlhamdulillah ya Allah. Eh tapi nyokapnya ternyaa mau maen di amazone dulu masyaAllah gue udah takut aja pulang bakal diapain hee tapi yasudah lewati saja. Akhirnya jam setengah sepuluh kurang gitu lah apa jam 9 lebih ya sama aja akhirnya kami meninggalkan giant juga. Terus nyokap nya dengan baik hatinya mau nganterin gue sampe rumah.
Haaah kemaren gila deh pokoknya ah haha segala si dendy bolak balik ke kamar mandi mulu. Makasih yaaa Dwipa Dwima Dendy Nchaa Andrea Ajeng MamanyaDendy terus adeknya Dendy juga deh hehehe :)
Oyaa terus gue juga mau ngucapin CONGRATS Erwin dan Pacar hehehe curang lu jadian duluan mana gapake ngomong ngomong pula coba kalo gue nggak telefon lu pasti gabakal cerita kan hah hah ngaku lo haha oke deh yang penting selamat yaa langgeng lo oke I'm happy for you mai freeen wakakak :D
Kemaren tuh janjian mau nonton di Giant bareng Nchaa, Dendy, Dwima, Dwipa jam 2 di sana. Kan gue gamau bego sendiri ya yaudah gue bilang Nchaa kalo udah mau nyampe Giant telefon ato sms ato misscall ato apa kek supaya gue bisa berangkat gitu ceritanya. Eeeeeh ternyata dia gangabarin apa apa tiba tiba udah muncul aja gitu di sana pas gua dateng. Jadilah kan ya gue dateng paling belakangan eh begitu gua dateng tuh kan anak anak pada nunggu di sebelah AW si Nchaa malah ngajak beli J.co yeeeeh tau gitu mah bilang aja jadi gua gausah capek capek naek ke atas yakan? Ohiya si Nchaa kan bawa adeknya sama sepupunya yayang satu kelas 5 satu kelas 6 dan kalian tauuuuuu masa MEREKA LEBIH TINGGI DARI GUE oh shit sekali saudara saudara jadilah gua diledekin hih yaudah terima nasib aja ya Triss ntar lo juga tinggi kok tenang aja. hahaha.
Lanjut deh abis beli J.co duduk duduk bentar terus ke atas lagi ya ke XXI terus beli popcorn beli minum masuk deh ke teather TUJUH hahaha. Kita nonton apasih kemaren ya? Oh iya Monster vs. Alien kocak dah filmnya. Kan urutan duduknya tuh dari ujung kanan si Dendy, Dwima, gue, Dwipa, Nchaa, Andrea (adeknya nchaa), terus Ajeng (sepupunya Nchaa). Terus waktu baru mulai gitu filmnya si Dwima maah ngambil ancang ancang mau curhat yaudah terus dia ngomong bentar akhirnya nonton deh. Terus kan gue tanya ya ke Dwipa dia beli popcorn apa nggak soalnya gua gabeli terus dia bilang dia juga gabeli eeeeh taunya dia malah ngebeliin hahaha oke deh sip dwipa baik. Terus tengah tengah film seperti biasa gua kebelet parah banget itu dah TIDAK seperti biasanya gue kedinginan udah takut aja tuh gua jangan jangan mau sakit duuh ogah deh gamau gua. Yaudah gue pinjem dah tuh jaketnya si Dwipa gua pake masyaAllaaaaah gedenyaaaaaaaaa ampun ampunan hahaha parah tapi gapapa deh. Terus si Nchaa juga minjem jaketnya Dendy wakakak memang kalian baik.
Oke akhirnya filmnya abis tauga sih gue tersiksa gabisa ketawa. Abisan gua kebelet udah di ambang batas gitu tapi mau ke kamar mandi males haha. Akhirnya begitu film selese ya terus kita keluar gua sama Nchaa langsung ke kamar mandi gileee lega banget meen. Abis dari kamar mandi terus nyari itu para lelaki yang ternyata as always ada di game center ya terus kan si Dwima mane kagak berenti berenti yaudah gue sama Nchaa sama Dendy keluar duduk duduk ngobrol fotofoto nakutnakutin gue z. Begitu Dwima selese eeeeh Nchaa dijemput yah Nchaa pulang aduh yaaah mampus aja dah gua pulang sama siapa ntar. Tapi gue masih males pulang yaudah jadilah tuh kita duduk duduk gitu di tempat makan ya ngobrol ngobrol sama si Dendy dan Dwi kembar itu. Eh begitu lagi ngobrol si Dendy sakit perut gitu mukanya merana banget terus dia akhirnya turun deh mau ke kamar mandi yang di deket amazone. Nggak lama gue sama si Dwi kembar itu nyusul. Yaolo gue udah kea apaan tau udah cewek sendiri mana cowoknya kembar identik gitu pula ck.
Akhirnya setelah muter muter nyari tuh yang namanya kamar mandi di deket amazone terus pake ada selingan acara Dwima ilang, Dendy pun keluar. Terus ngobrol ngobrol gitu ya, terus si Dwima sok sok nge-fly gitu sumpah serem banget terus pake acara ngegodain gua segala mana situ kan ya gua cewek sendiri gitu bukannya apa apa tpi kan udah malem gitu ya ditambah lagi gua bingung mau pulang pake apa parah deh ah pokoknya. Terus jam delapanan tuh kita pindah ke AW di situ ya ngobrol ngobrol lagi gila gilaan gitu deh ah gimana sih terus telfon telfonan terus gue buat pengakuan gitu sama si Dwima sampe jam 9an kalo gasalah tuh ya terus akhirnya si Dendy di jemput dan dia mau nganterin gua ALlhamdulillah ya Allah. Eh tapi nyokapnya ternyaa mau maen di amazone dulu masyaAllah gue udah takut aja pulang bakal diapain hee tapi yasudah lewati saja. Akhirnya jam setengah sepuluh kurang gitu lah apa jam 9 lebih ya sama aja akhirnya kami meninggalkan giant juga. Terus nyokap nya dengan baik hatinya mau nganterin gue sampe rumah.
Haaah kemaren gila deh pokoknya ah haha segala si dendy bolak balik ke kamar mandi mulu. Makasih yaaa Dwipa Dwima Dendy Nchaa Andrea Ajeng MamanyaDendy terus adeknya Dendy juga deh hehehe :)
Oyaa terus gue juga mau ngucapin CONGRATS Erwin dan Pacar hehehe curang lu jadian duluan mana gapake ngomong ngomong pula coba kalo gue nggak telefon lu pasti gabakal cerita kan hah hah ngaku lo haha oke deh yang penting selamat yaa langgeng lo oke I'm happy for you mai freeen wakakak :D
Jumat, 03 April 2009
Agak sedikit amat sangat TAKUT banget
Eh hp gue dong udah nyalaaaaaaaaa :D senengbangetgueyaolopadahalmahtetepajagaadapulsa -_-
Oke, masa tadi gue pulang jam setengah 6. Dari jam setengah 4 sampe jam setengah 6 tuh gue di kantin ngobrol ngobrol, foto foto, baca baca, makan minum, ketawa, menyabotase ipod nya nchaa, liatin si sayang (cieee) autis di lapangan. Jadi gue di situ tuh sama Nchaa, Ellen, Vero, Irena, Iicha, Api, Dwipa, Dendy. Eh galama si Irena pulang, yaah yaudah dadah Irena. Terus si Dendy sama Dwipa ngabur ke lapangan maen basket. Tapi tiba tiba si Dendy menghilang ntah ke mana gitu ya anggep ajalah dia pulang. Udah gitu nyusul si Vero pulang. Lanjut kan tuh gila di kantin terus Ellen minta temenin ke kamar mandi yaudah gue temenin terus eh terus si Ellen langsung pulang. Yaudah kan tinggal gue, Dwipa, Nchaa, Iicha, Api yang masih bertahan. Nah pas ujung ujung kan audah pada bosen tuh terus gatau awalnya gimana gara gara ngomong bangsal 13 gitu terus jadi papda nakut nakutin gue. Egilaa shit banget itu orang orang kea monyet bener dah ah. Mana si Api girang banget lagi ceritanya (iya maklum orang norak baru tau kalo gue ehem agak sedikit sekali amat sangat takut banget sama yang berbau bau gaib). Terus si Nchaa ceritanya dengan penuh dendam gitu lagi sampe gue kan kabr ye eh terus di kejar masyaoloooo ya tuhan. Udah gitu si Dwipa pula dengan wajah penuh kemenangan gitu nyeritainnya. Kalo si Iicha mah ya masih mending gaparah parah banget. EEEEEH UDAH GITU YA MASA PAS LAGI NAKUT NAKUTIN GITU KAN SEMUA PADA DIEM YA TIBA TIBA LAMPUNYA MATI! SETYAAAAN MEMANG ITU GILA GUA TERIAK paraaaaah haha napsu gitu gua ceritanya.
Terus ya gue mau penyampaian pikiran dulu ke Akira sebelum mengakhiri another postingan gapenting ini. Jadi kan ceritanya tadi pelajaran Bahasa Indonesia suruh nganalisis buku puisi gitu ya parah banget. Untungnya perkelompok. Karena waktunya gacukup akhirnya suruh lanjutin lagi terserah pokoknya dikumpulin hari Senin. Kan dibagi tuas tuh, si Bobby nganalisis tema sama apagitu gua lupa. Terus si Rahendra Imaji apa gitu gataunamanya sama gatau juga gue lupa. Nah gue sama Akira bagian diksi, kata konkret, sama nada. Kan gue sama Akira tuh rencana ngerjain bareng gitu besok, terus gue tadi pas mandi baru mikir. Teorinya gini loh gue sama Akira ngerjain bareng terus buku puisinya dibaa Akira. Itu udha gamasalah. Yang jadi masalah adalaaaaah GIMANA CARA BOBBY SAMA RAHENDRA NGERJAIN KALO BUKUNYA DI ELO KIRAAAAAA masyaAllah ckckck tak habis pikir saya hahahaha.
Wookeh terus kalimat kalimat terakhir nih penyampaian juga: GET WELL SOON Ami ku sayaaaang muah dan Bryan jugaa yaa sepi tanpamu di kelas haheho. Terus HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY Bulan Austenita dan Ravi Ferdinand (autism couple wakak). Terus satu lagi CONGRATS Zhafran Adityatama dan Pacar ciyee yang langgeng yea hahaha :D
Oke, masa tadi gue pulang jam setengah 6. Dari jam setengah 4 sampe jam setengah 6 tuh gue di kantin ngobrol ngobrol, foto foto, baca baca, makan minum, ketawa, menyabotase ipod nya nchaa, liatin si sayang (cieee) autis di lapangan. Jadi gue di situ tuh sama Nchaa, Ellen, Vero, Irena, Iicha, Api, Dwipa, Dendy. Eh galama si Irena pulang, yaah yaudah dadah Irena. Terus si Dendy sama Dwipa ngabur ke lapangan maen basket. Tapi tiba tiba si Dendy menghilang ntah ke mana gitu ya anggep ajalah dia pulang. Udah gitu nyusul si Vero pulang. Lanjut kan tuh gila di kantin terus Ellen minta temenin ke kamar mandi yaudah gue temenin terus eh terus si Ellen langsung pulang. Yaudah kan tinggal gue, Dwipa, Nchaa, Iicha, Api yang masih bertahan. Nah pas ujung ujung kan audah pada bosen tuh terus gatau awalnya gimana gara gara ngomong bangsal 13 gitu terus jadi papda nakut nakutin gue. Egilaa shit banget itu orang orang kea monyet bener dah ah. Mana si Api girang banget lagi ceritanya (iya maklum orang norak baru tau kalo gue ehem agak sedikit sekali amat sangat takut banget sama yang berbau bau gaib). Terus si Nchaa ceritanya dengan penuh dendam gitu lagi sampe gue kan kabr ye eh terus di kejar masyaoloooo ya tuhan. Udah gitu si Dwipa pula dengan wajah penuh kemenangan gitu nyeritainnya. Kalo si Iicha mah ya masih mending gaparah parah banget. EEEEEH UDAH GITU YA MASA PAS LAGI NAKUT NAKUTIN GITU KAN SEMUA PADA DIEM YA TIBA TIBA LAMPUNYA MATI! SETYAAAAN MEMANG ITU GILA GUA TERIAK paraaaaah haha napsu gitu gua ceritanya.
Terus ya gue mau penyampaian pikiran dulu ke Akira sebelum mengakhiri another postingan gapenting ini. Jadi kan ceritanya tadi pelajaran Bahasa Indonesia suruh nganalisis buku puisi gitu ya parah banget. Untungnya perkelompok. Karena waktunya gacukup akhirnya suruh lanjutin lagi terserah pokoknya dikumpulin hari Senin. Kan dibagi tuas tuh, si Bobby nganalisis tema sama apagitu gua lupa. Terus si Rahendra Imaji apa gitu gataunamanya sama gatau juga gue lupa. Nah gue sama Akira bagian diksi, kata konkret, sama nada. Kan gue sama Akira tuh rencana ngerjain bareng gitu besok, terus gue tadi pas mandi baru mikir. Teorinya gini loh gue sama Akira ngerjain bareng terus buku puisinya dibaa Akira. Itu udha gamasalah. Yang jadi masalah adalaaaaah GIMANA CARA BOBBY SAMA RAHENDRA NGERJAIN KALO BUKUNYA DI ELO KIRAAAAAA masyaAllah ckckck tak habis pikir saya hahahaha.
Wookeh terus kalimat kalimat terakhir nih penyampaian juga: GET WELL SOON Ami ku sayaaaang muah dan Bryan jugaa yaa sepi tanpamu di kelas haheho. Terus HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY Bulan Austenita dan Ravi Ferdinand (autism couple wakak). Terus satu lagi CONGRATS Zhafran Adityatama dan Pacar ciyee yang langgeng yea hahaha :D
Rabu, 01 April 2009
Thinking of you - Katy Perry
Again, a song from Nchaa's ipod that made me fall in love. It's called THINKING OF YOU by KATY PERRY. This is the lyrics complete with the video, please enjoy :)
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....
And you have to watch the video!
I love this I love this I love this, MUAH :D
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....
And you have to watch the video!
I love this I love this I love this, MUAH :D
Selasa, 31 Maret 2009
Can't you see? (Chapter 3)
(BEBI'S POV)
I walked very fast, simply ran, leaving Prissy behind. I could hear her voice was calling at my name. She wanted to continue the talk but I won't. Because all she wanted to say was just sorry, I knew it and I didn't wanna hear that word from her.
I kept on walking until I felt tired, finally I sat down on the side of the street. Not only I didn't get her, I also had my heart broken this time. How stupid I was. I should've known that she won't say YES. I should've known that she still loved that guy. Ugh how I love her 'till death!
I took a deep breat and let it out again. I did it several times in order to clear my head and my mind, but it didn't work at all. I covered my face with two hands, frustated. Just then, I felt something hit the back of my head.
Bebi: "Shit!"
I turned around and looked down to see a small pebble on the ground next to me. I looked up, wanting to know who the hell kick that damn pebble. There, I saw Ioo, my best bud, with a big grin planted on his face.
Ioo: "Whoops. Sorry man, I didn't see you there"
Bebi: "You did it on purpose didn't you?"
Ioo: "Well..."
Bebi: "Why the hell you did that?"
Ioo: "Well.. hmm.. I was just walking around enjoying the fresh air and kicking some pebbles wondering where the hell are you because you were not coming to my house as we've already planted yesterday. And lucky for me, I saw you were sitting here looking frustated. I thought it might be a good idea to kick some pebbles hehehe" -and there he goes again trying to be funny, which it didn't work at all. Yeay for you Brother.
Bebi: "Yeaah verry good idea" -I'm not in the mood for jokes right now.
Ioo looked at me with a weird look for a second, and weirdly he nodded his head like he already knew all my problems. I looked at his winning face wanted to know what he thought he knew.
Bebi: "What?"
Ioo: "What's with the what?"
Bebi: "Uugggh" I got up, wanted to leave but Ioo pulled me and i sat down again.
Ioo: "Whooaa easy there big guy, I was just kidding. So what's wrong?"
Bebi: "Nothing."
Ioo: "No. There's no nothing because I can smell something here."
Bebi: "Smell what?"
Ioo: "Broken heart." -he said that, and once again a big grin planted on his face.
Bebi: "H-how.." -I was going to say 'how do you know' but he cut my words.
Ioo: "I know things bro. What happened actually?"
Bebi: *looked at him hesitate* "you said you 'know things'?"
Ioo: Well it's allright if you don't wanna tell me. I just wanna say, get over it and you'll be better soon, trust me. Well, bye bro!"
He was just 3 meters away from where I was sitting and I pulled him back to sat down beside me. I couldn't stand it, I had to talk to someone. So I told him what's wrong, and as always he listened to me. He was such a great listener, I had to admit that. And once I finished my story he tapped my back.
Ioo: "Why'd you have to be such a baby? You loved her right?"
Bebi: "You know that for sure."
Ioo: "How much?"
Bebi: "untold"
Ioo: "You want her to be happy no matter what?"
Bebi: "If it is the best thing for her, why not?"
Ioo: "How about you make her dream come true?"
Bebi: "Which dream? You know, she has a looooooooot of dreams."
Ioo: "Koyo, duh?"
Bebi: "So I have to... WHAT?"
Ioo: "You know what I mean."
Bebi: "Well, if it will make her happy...."
Ioo: "You don't have to do that if you don't want to."
Bebi: "But I want to. I want to make her happy. That's all."
"This aint the first time she's done it before
And its hard to face the truth
Im the fool in love with the fool
Whos still in love with you"
I walked very fast, simply ran, leaving Prissy behind. I could hear her voice was calling at my name. She wanted to continue the talk but I won't. Because all she wanted to say was just sorry, I knew it and I didn't wanna hear that word from her.
I kept on walking until I felt tired, finally I sat down on the side of the street. Not only I didn't get her, I also had my heart broken this time. How stupid I was. I should've known that she won't say YES. I should've known that she still loved that guy. Ugh how I love her 'till death!
I took a deep breat and let it out again. I did it several times in order to clear my head and my mind, but it didn't work at all. I covered my face with two hands, frustated. Just then, I felt something hit the back of my head.
Bebi: "Shit!"
I turned around and looked down to see a small pebble on the ground next to me. I looked up, wanting to know who the hell kick that damn pebble. There, I saw Ioo, my best bud, with a big grin planted on his face.
Ioo: "Whoops. Sorry man, I didn't see you there"
Bebi: "You did it on purpose didn't you?"
Ioo: "Well..."
Bebi: "Why the hell you did that?"
Ioo: "Well.. hmm.. I was just walking around enjoying the fresh air and kicking some pebbles wondering where the hell are you because you were not coming to my house as we've already planted yesterday. And lucky for me, I saw you were sitting here looking frustated. I thought it might be a good idea to kick some pebbles hehehe" -and there he goes again trying to be funny, which it didn't work at all. Yeay for you Brother.
Bebi: "Yeaah verry good idea" -I'm not in the mood for jokes right now.
Ioo looked at me with a weird look for a second, and weirdly he nodded his head like he already knew all my problems. I looked at his winning face wanted to know what he thought he knew.
Bebi: "What?"
Ioo: "What's with the what?"
Bebi: "Uugggh" I got up, wanted to leave but Ioo pulled me and i sat down again.
Ioo: "Whooaa easy there big guy, I was just kidding. So what's wrong?"
Bebi: "Nothing."
Ioo: "No. There's no nothing because I can smell something here."
Bebi: "Smell what?"
Ioo: "Broken heart." -he said that, and once again a big grin planted on his face.
Bebi: "H-how.." -I was going to say 'how do you know' but he cut my words.
Ioo: "I know things bro. What happened actually?"
Bebi: *looked at him hesitate* "you said you 'know things'?"
Ioo: Well it's allright if you don't wanna tell me. I just wanna say, get over it and you'll be better soon, trust me. Well, bye bro!"
He was just 3 meters away from where I was sitting and I pulled him back to sat down beside me. I couldn't stand it, I had to talk to someone. So I told him what's wrong, and as always he listened to me. He was such a great listener, I had to admit that. And once I finished my story he tapped my back.
Ioo: "Why'd you have to be such a baby? You loved her right?"
Bebi: "You know that for sure."
Ioo: "How much?"
Bebi: "untold"
Ioo: "You want her to be happy no matter what?"
Bebi: "If it is the best thing for her, why not?"
Ioo: "How about you make her dream come true?"
Bebi: "Which dream? You know, she has a looooooooot of dreams."
Ioo: "Koyo, duh?"
Bebi: "So I have to... WHAT?"
Ioo: "You know what I mean."
Bebi: "Well, if it will make her happy...."
Ioo: "You don't have to do that if you don't want to."
Bebi: "But I want to. I want to make her happy. That's all."
"This aint the first time she's done it before
And its hard to face the truth
Im the fool in love with the fool
Whos still in love with you"
Jumat, 27 Maret 2009
Don't ask why, cause I don't know
GUE BT MAMPUS PUS PUS PUS
Nggak tau kenapa minggu minggu belakangan ini gue sering banget bt. Jadi gampang marah gitu, gampang kesel, gampang ngambek, jealous-an, bawaannya negative thinking mulu. Dan seperti biasa bawaan gue kalo lagi kesel tuh pengennya nangis.
Kayak kemaren tuh sumpah gue jealous banget gatau kenapa ya gara gara si Nchaa sama Ellen cerita tentang heeem yan tentang itulah pokoknya gue jealous banget akhirnya gue jadi bt banget kemaren padahal biasanya gue gasampe segitunya.
Terus hari ini, barusaaaan aja. Gue kan lagi nonton halmark, (tumben tumbenan tuh kan bokap gue gamesen paket yang ada hallmark HBO star movie dan kawan kawannya jadi gue girang banget tuh waktu tau first lagi promo gitu makanya dibuka semua) ya gatau film apa judulnya eh terus lagi seru gitu gue di suruh mandi. Yaudah gue mandi. Eeeeeh begitu selese mandi itu chanel nya udah dipindah sama bokap gue, gue mau nonton di depan tv nya dipake nyokap. Gatau kenapa gue langsung bt, kesel, ngambek deh gue. Ujung ujungnya kea sekarang nih gue nyesek banget pengen nangis gatau kenapa. Cengeng ya gue? Emang, bodo amat.
Tau ah pokoknya gue lagi kesel aja. Terus yaa buat yang lain lain kalo gue tiba tiba bt mendadak maklumin aja ya, masalahnya gue juga gatau ada apa dengan diriku belakangan ini. Kalo tiba tiba gue ngeselin diemin aja. Kalo ditanggepin ntar guenya jadi nyolot, oke?
Nggak tau kenapa minggu minggu belakangan ini gue sering banget bt. Jadi gampang marah gitu, gampang kesel, gampang ngambek, jealous-an, bawaannya negative thinking mulu. Dan seperti biasa bawaan gue kalo lagi kesel tuh pengennya nangis.
Kayak kemaren tuh sumpah gue jealous banget gatau kenapa ya gara gara si Nchaa sama Ellen cerita tentang heeem yan tentang itulah pokoknya gue jealous banget akhirnya gue jadi bt banget kemaren padahal biasanya gue gasampe segitunya.
Terus hari ini, barusaaaan aja. Gue kan lagi nonton halmark, (tumben tumbenan tuh kan bokap gue gamesen paket yang ada hallmark HBO star movie dan kawan kawannya jadi gue girang banget tuh waktu tau first lagi promo gitu makanya dibuka semua) ya gatau film apa judulnya eh terus lagi seru gitu gue di suruh mandi. Yaudah gue mandi. Eeeeeh begitu selese mandi itu chanel nya udah dipindah sama bokap gue, gue mau nonton di depan tv nya dipake nyokap. Gatau kenapa gue langsung bt, kesel, ngambek deh gue. Ujung ujungnya kea sekarang nih gue nyesek banget pengen nangis gatau kenapa. Cengeng ya gue? Emang, bodo amat.
Tau ah pokoknya gue lagi kesel aja. Terus yaa buat yang lain lain kalo gue tiba tiba bt mendadak maklumin aja ya, masalahnya gue juga gatau ada apa dengan diriku belakangan ini. Kalo tiba tiba gue ngeselin diemin aja. Kalo ditanggepin ntar guenya jadi nyolot, oke?
Senin, 16 Maret 2009
Can't you see? (Chapter 2)
Do you still remember the story called CAN'T YOU SEE that written by Nchaa? Well a view weeks ago I was having a boring days and I thought it wasn't a bad idea to continue the story. So here it is guys, the second part of CAN'T YOU SEE.
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(PRISSY'S POV)
He left and al I could do is just starring at him as he walked away. Speechless. I didn't understand, it was to soon. I couldn't even say a word. He really meant it, it was no joke. But I couldn't just say YES to him when I didn't even know what I was feeling. I loved him, yes I did. But I just couldn't get over Koyo yet.
Prissi: "Ugh this is way to confusing, better talk to Nchaa"
So I went to Nchaa's house. She opened the door and let me in. I told her everything, every detail. Just when I finished, she looked at me with the 'you've-gotta-be-kidding-me' look.
Nchaa: "Stupid!" -she used to say that when she didn't like my idea.
Prissy: "What?"
Nchaa: "Yeah, you know; S-T-U-P-I-D? STU-PID!"
Prissy: "Reason?"
Nchaa: "You should've say YES! You know he loves you! He'll do anything for you just to make you happy. He even left his flight to philipine when he heard you were in the hospital! He left his race! And you know it for sure, he's been dreaming about that race for like... let say FOREVER. And you still don't know what to say?!" -I could possibly tell she wasn't breathing when she said that.
Prissy: "I still love Koyo"
Nchaa: "Forget him!"
Prissy: "Yeah I would if I could" -I saiad sarcasticlly.
Nchaa: "For God's sake, Priss! He doesn't even care about you! You never talk to him even once. Open your eyes, darl! Realize it, he's not the one. You're just wating your time if you leep on loving him. Forget it forget him let him stay out of your mind!" -She sounded really emosional.
Prissy: "You know? You made it sound VERY EASY."
Nchaa: "It IS easy."
Prissy: "Well, if it IS easy, tell me, why can't I do it?"
Nchaa: " Because you never try Priss." -She almost shouted.
Oyeah she caught me right there. She was right. I never try to forget about Koyo. And pluss, I kept on thinking about him more and more often now days. I guess I should try it now. I don't wanna stuck with him forever don't I?
(NCHAA'S POV)
Ugh I can't believe Prissy. I mean, how come she didn't say YES to Bebi when she allready knew that Bebi loved her so much. I hate her when she kept on talking about that Koyo guy, how much she loved him, how much she missed him, bla bla bla bla. Well, I have to admit that it was MY fault that she was in love with him, and now I really regret it.
Nchaa: "Here, let me tell you. Did Koyo ever care to you even once?"
Prissy: "No." -she said softly.
Nchaa: "Did Bebi do that?"
Prissy: "Always."
Nchaa: "Did Koyo ever talk to you even once?"
Prissy: "No." -She said even more softly.
Nchaa: "Did Bebi did that?"
Prissy: "Everyday."
Nchaa: "Did Koyo ever NOTICE you even once?"
Prissy: *shook her head*
Nchaa: "Did Bebi do that?"
Prissy: "*nodded her head*
Nchaa: "HA! You see the result here; Koyo NEVER talked, cared, even he never NOTICED you. While on the other side Bebi loves you so much that he'll do anything for you. And what was that mean? It means that you're STUPID for wasting your time for Koyo..."
Prissy: "I guess I should try"
Nchaa: "Right! Just stop all this madness about Koyo thing.. ? ... wait, what did you just say?"
Prissy: "You heard me."
Nchaa: "No. Repeat!"
Prissy: "I guess... I should... try"
Nchaa: "Really?"
Prissy: "Yeaah, I can't stuck with him forever, Can't I?"
"Stuck on you
been a fool too long I guess
it's time for me to come on home
guess I'm on my way"
He left and al I could do is just starring at him as he walked away. Speechless. I didn't understand, it was to soon. I couldn't even say a word. He really meant it, it was no joke. But I couldn't just say YES to him when I didn't even know what I was feeling. I loved him, yes I did. But I just couldn't get over Koyo yet.
Prissi: "Ugh this is way to confusing, better talk to Nchaa"
So I went to Nchaa's house. She opened the door and let me in. I told her everything, every detail. Just when I finished, she looked at me with the 'you've-gotta-be-kidding-me' look.
Nchaa: "Stupid!" -she used to say that when she didn't like my idea.
Prissy: "What?"
Nchaa: "Yeah, you know; S-T-U-P-I-D? STU-PID!"
Prissy: "Reason?"
Nchaa: "You should've say YES! You know he loves you! He'll do anything for you just to make you happy. He even left his flight to philipine when he heard you were in the hospital! He left his race! And you know it for sure, he's been dreaming about that race for like... let say FOREVER. And you still don't know what to say?!" -I could possibly tell she wasn't breathing when she said that.
Prissy: "I still love Koyo"
Nchaa: "Forget him!"
Prissy: "Yeah I would if I could" -I saiad sarcasticlly.
Nchaa: "For God's sake, Priss! He doesn't even care about you! You never talk to him even once. Open your eyes, darl! Realize it, he's not the one. You're just wating your time if you leep on loving him. Forget it forget him let him stay out of your mind!" -She sounded really emosional.
Prissy: "You know? You made it sound VERY EASY."
Nchaa: "It IS easy."
Prissy: "Well, if it IS easy, tell me, why can't I do it?"
Nchaa: " Because you never try Priss." -She almost shouted.
Oyeah she caught me right there. She was right. I never try to forget about Koyo. And pluss, I kept on thinking about him more and more often now days. I guess I should try it now. I don't wanna stuck with him forever don't I?
(NCHAA'S POV)
Ugh I can't believe Prissy. I mean, how come she didn't say YES to Bebi when she allready knew that Bebi loved her so much. I hate her when she kept on talking about that Koyo guy, how much she loved him, how much she missed him, bla bla bla bla. Well, I have to admit that it was MY fault that she was in love with him, and now I really regret it.
Nchaa: "Here, let me tell you. Did Koyo ever care to you even once?"
Prissy: "No." -she said softly.
Nchaa: "Did Bebi do that?"
Prissy: "Always."
Nchaa: "Did Koyo ever talk to you even once?"
Prissy: "No." -She said even more softly.
Nchaa: "Did Bebi did that?"
Prissy: "Everyday."
Nchaa: "Did Koyo ever NOTICE you even once?"
Prissy: *shook her head*
Nchaa: "Did Bebi do that?"
Prissy: "*nodded her head*
Nchaa: "HA! You see the result here; Koyo NEVER talked, cared, even he never NOTICED you. While on the other side Bebi loves you so much that he'll do anything for you. And what was that mean? It means that you're STUPID for wasting your time for Koyo..."
Prissy: "I guess I should try"
Nchaa: "Right! Just stop all this madness about Koyo thing.. ? ... wait, what did you just say?"
Prissy: "You heard me."
Nchaa: "No. Repeat!"
Prissy: "I guess... I should... try"
Nchaa: "Really?"
Prissy: "Yeaah, I can't stuck with him forever, Can't I?"
"Stuck on you
been a fool too long I guess
it's time for me to come on home
guess I'm on my way"
***
it's original, it's MINE :)
Need some ideas. I will post another chapter as soon as that ideas come. Keep on reading, enjoy :D
(click for the previous chapter): Chapter 1
Need some ideas. I will post another chapter as soon as that ideas come. Keep on reading, enjoy :D
(click for the previous chapter): Chapter 1
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