SYMPHONY

How I roll

2012-01-26T09:00:00.000-08:00

I am gaining weight and I'm freaking out!
Need. to. start. working. out.
My uniforms barely fit me now, especially those freaking skirts. I can't place them in the right place because my belly is HUGE. okay so not huge, but it's way over the limit.
You may think that I'm overreacting, it's fine. But I need my body in the right size. Since I'm not tall, I feel like I have to maintain my body in the right shape. I cannot go out and feel confident about myself if I know that my belly, my arms, and my tights are off their limit. Confidence people! I need those things to be smaller and flatter in order to gain my confidence.
Hey, this is just how I roll. Got a problem? Don't even bother reading this, kay? ;)

New

2011-12-31T09:58:00.000-08:00

Wow, 2012 already. Don't you think time flies in full speed?
Anyway, happy new year everyone!
Though 2011 has been my favourite year so far (obviously because I got the best sweet seventeen birthday date ever on that year (re: 11 november 2011)) I still hope 2012 will be a much more better year.
So, I've think of a few new year resolutions and I thought it would be better if I write them down in here.

1. Earn my own money
2. Flatten my belly, and lighten my skin
3. Get into the top 5 in my class
4. Be more organized, discipline, and persistance
5. Be less careless
6. Get my ears pierced

Hmm come to think of it, this is weird. This afternoon I've thought about so many resolutions but right now, I'm facing the laptop screen and my fingers are all on the keyboard, ready to type everything down, my mind goes blank. The heck is wrong with my brain :/

Okay so, there we go, my not-so-many-new-year-resolutions. I'm thinking of writing it down in a piece of paper then stick it on my bedroom wall.

Hm, what more should I say? I think that's all for now.

Happy January 1, 2012, loves!

Pattern

2011-12-16T09:16:00.000-08:00

I'm currently listening to this song called London(foolishly) by Nick Jonas, my all time favorite singer and musician. I have been listening to this song for the last couple hours now, I've repeated it over and over and over again and somehow at one point I cried over this song while I was singing along. Thinking that the words are nearly the same with what I'm feeling right now. Almost. Well, I don't get the overall meaning of the song but If I look at the sentences, there are some of them that are very similiar to my condition. So, yeah.

Another foggy night in london town
All the dreamers are asleep
No one understands what I have found
No, not even me

Foolishly I fall
To the obvious pattern of it all
Carelessly I stall
Thinking change was just a friend that never called
Tragedies I write
When it means we count the blessings in our life

Could it be that I now stand corrected?
Could it be that I now stand affected by this blinding light?
Blinding light...

Big ben breathing down my neck again
I feel my time is running out
And all this baggage that I'm carrying
It's time to lay it down

A cup of tea out on my own tonight
Now I'm changing by this blinding light
Yeah...

Cheers from the 17 years old ;)

2011-11-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

OHMY I KNOW I LOOK SOOOOOOO EXTREMELY TERRIBLE IN THAT PICTURE >.< BUT.................

Have I told you that I'm a 17 years old girl now? I'm no longer 'sixteen going on seventeen'. I am seventeen right now. I am soooooo excited about being 17 though I don't know why. And the fact that my birthday was on the most special date of the year which is 11 November 2011 made me even more excited!

This is by far the most amazing birthday ever! Because I got to invite my close friends and my family to a small party at my house. It was such a night, I got lots of presents (wohoo!) and the most incredible thing was I got to spend my special day with my special people.

Thankyou for the wishes, the prays, and the presents. It meant sooooooo much more than you can ever imagine.

I love love love love love love you all!

Cheers, the 17 years old girl ;)

Quote of the day

2011-11-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

"Kalau lo nikmatin setiap detiknya, kenapa harus dianggap sia-sia?"

Dyah Trisna Atinirmala Prayoga,

16 going on 17 years old,

Saturday, 5 November 2011,

Bekasi, Indonesia.

Get out of the way

2011-11-01T02:27:00.000-07:00

Dear you,

please find another path to walk on

Sincerely,

With you appear in every place she goes doesn't help her to forget you, duh?

Finally

2011-10-31T05:52:00.000-07:00

This morning she saw him "smiling" when they made eye contact.

Shewas so happy she could hardly breathe. Literally.

She wanted to jump as high as she could

She wanted to scream as loud as she could

On the afternoon she kept asking herself if it was real

Was it her, he was smiling at?

Or was she imagining things?

And tonight she finally got the answer

The shocking fact that he's already with someone else

And the smile probably wasn't real

It makes her realize that she should stop dreaming

She should stop waiting

She should stop hoping

Thankyou for 4 years of longing, she spoke quitely.

She thought to herself that this isn't as hurt as the last time, but it's definitely not the feeling she wants to feel.

List of hell

2011-10-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

Wow pulang live in langsung disambut tugas yg banyak, belum lagi weektest. Wow banget bener-bener wow. Lebih wow daripada makan maicih.

Anyway, mau review tugas dulu nih biar gak lupa

- ICT: video global expo

- Civics: Artikel tentang reshuffel kabinet

- Math: Halaman 113

- ICAS: baca carmila, vocabulary workshop 3

- Live in: Laporan

Oke cukup banyak bukan, dan ini sepertinya deadlinenya minggu ini semua. Yang gue udah kerjain baru Math doang itu pun belum selesai, tinggal 2 nomer lagi sih. Yang lain? Nihil bener bener kosong-song-song-song.

Hm, padahal mau cerita tentang live in kemaren yang super duper ekstra seru, tapi karena tugas yang menggunung mungkin ditunggu dulu kali ya.

Bussy bee,

Trissi Prayoga *lap keringet*

You just can't

2011-10-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

It's the feeling you get when your 'good' turns out to be 'isn't good enough'

And you just want to give everything up

Because there's no point of trying anymore

It's the feeling you get when your friends making you feel so small

And you want to blame everything on them but you can't

Because it isn't exactly their fault

It's the feeling you get when you want to cry so much

But you can't because it won't solve anything.

I wonder,

2011-10-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

Do you even know my name?

I need a better topic

2011-10-01T11:43:00.000-07:00

Gue baru sadar.

Blog gue kenapa isinya galau terus ya?

Kenapa coba kenapa?

Gue bener-bener harus cari topik yang lebih bermutu. Jauh bermutu dari ini.

Tapi apa?

Jadi galau........................... tuh kan galau lagi x_x

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Catch ya later, this stomach ache is killing me. Feeling like throwing up :&

I'll fing a better topic to write on this blog, promise!

Second

2011-09-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Same date, same month, 2 years ago, I was smiling from ear to ear because at that moment we started our story. And thank God, at this same date same month 2 years after that moment, we are still together. Celebrating our 2nd anniversary.

Happy anniversary, love

Thankyou for the indiscribable feelings you gave me.

Thankyou for the magnificent 2 years.

Unconditionally yours,

Dyah Trisna Atinirmala Prayoga

Stressful

2011-09-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

Meeeen kelas 11 berat banget meeeen. kalo kemaren kelas 10 berat karena harus adaptasi, yg sekarang berat karena pelajarannya berkali kali kali kali kali lipat lebih susah dan materinya banyak banget. Ditambah lagi berhubung kelas gue otaknya dewa dewa semua anak anaknya ya belajarnya jadi cepet banget bat bet bat bet langsung ganti materi. lah gua? bengong cengo. Untung alhamdulillah banget gue masih ada kemauan belajar.

Yaudah sebenernya sih mau ngomong gitu aja, curhat dikit. kepala udah mau meledak. Gotta continue my study for tomorrow's test: civics............ plus an oral test for TOEFL.

wish me luck. Lots and lots of them

*fingercrossed*

2011-08-26T11:45:00.000-07:00

Happy 27th of August!

I love you.

Please?

2011-08-25T09:27:00.001-07:00

If I could just say hi,

would you return it back?

Stop

2011-08-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

I should stop doing this.

It's killing me and I need to stop.

But I don't know how to stop.

..............................................

Or, I don't want to stop :/

I thought it would come true...

2011-08-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

She's a professional dreamer.

Whose her biggest dream has been chrushed.

And now her heart is empty and she doesn't know what to do anymore.

She wants to cry.

Her friends tell her she'd be a fool for letting tears run down her cheeks.

For something like that.

Something that isn't worth to cry for.

Instead she just sits there, starring blankly, her mind wonders.

She continues dreaming, but then she stops.

She doesn't want anymore dream broken.

It was a dream, it is a dream, and it will always be just a dream.

Congratulation :')

Struggling

2011-08-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

I'm stressing out!

Lots of works with short deadlines.

1. Math

2. Mandarin

3. ICAS (writing assigment)

4. Religion

5. PE

6. ICAS (reading assigment)

Only God knows the rest :|

And so far, I'm only done with math and PE, and i'm halfway through the ICAS assigment which is writing an articel for in-flight magazine.

And to add more loads to my brain, these XI Science 1 mates are waaaaay too much for me. They're such brilliant students and sometimes i think I'm nothing compares to them. Well, i try not to think that way but......... it's quite hard.

Wish me luck, i don't think i can contend another day, but are you joking?! HAVE to, even if i don't want to

Seeking for holiday~

XI SC 1

2011-07-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

Hello, how are you? I'm fine thankyou.

Wow! I can't believe i'm going bact to school again. A

nd I can't believe I'm a 11th grader already. Where does the time go?

New school year means new lessons, new books, new juniors, new stationaries (lovelove), and............ NEW CLASSMATES!

I got into this class!

Though it's much quiter than my X4 I still love this new class of mine. Yea, except when the first time I saw the name of my new classmates I got a slight heart attack. LOL. How could I not? They all have a super brain!!! Creepy :s

But I'm proud to be put on this class, it means the teachers thought that I'm just as capable as those classmates of mine who have super brain.

Dubidu, looking forward for a wonderful school year.

They say, being a XI grader means you "own" the school :p

All hail XI SCIENCE 1!!!! m(-_-)m m(-_-)m

Underwater Camera

2011-06-25T22:44:00.001-07:00

Was searching for some underwater cameras last night, and I found this not-to-expensive-with-a-good-review underwater camera, Brica wp 50.

The price is Rp 660,000,00 and that's not too expensive

that I probably can buy it with my own money.

I have to learn how to save money. I'm such a big spender.

Hopefully I can buy this thing. I really really really want this.

Spongebob boys' day!

2011-06-24T09:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SWEETEST FUNNIEST MOST LOVABLE TWINS!

DWIMA HAMID TJAKRANEGARA

DWIPA HAMZAH TJAKRANEGARA

We gave them a surprise this morning. We actually came to their house. With a wonderful help from their mother and the driver and the brother and the sister and the maids we managed to sneak into their house without them noticing. They were so shocked. I love their expression when we just came down from the stairs. I felt like wanna gave them a huge hug!!!!

Karina, Dwipa's girlfriend was the one who came up with this brilliant idea and I asked her If I could join. And she said yes! So there we were. Giving them surprise. Throwing them with eggs, flour, water, and soap. And ofcourse! Eating the birthday cake.

I had so much fun today. Btw, I'm too lazy to post pictures because I can't choose which one should i put in. But you can definitely see them on my facebook page.

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SPONGEBOB BOYS! Thankyou for being the best of friends. Have a wonderful new age, goodluck :D

Sorry.

2011-06-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

Having the worst day, the most terrible day of my life.

God, could it be more worse?

............. And you guys are not helping. AT ALL.

I'm so totally done with you guys. You think I'm okay? NO! Big NO!

You think I'm fine with all that decisions? No! I feel like you don't need me.

I guess, being in highschool makes..... Oh scratch that! FORCE is the right word. Yeah highschool forces you to learn how to be fake. How to be hypocrite. How to talk bullshits. How to insult people. How to do bad things. Sht. I hate highschool.

I miss my junior high life. Bring me back those times.

I'm sorry to say this.

And i know someday I'm gonna regret this.

Maybe tomorrow, when I have my sanity back, I'll feel bad for saying this.

But definitely not now. I just need to say this now.

That.....

You are such a so-called friends.

I'm sorry, thankyou.

You can hate me for this.

Lovliest creature

2011-06-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

Was fooling around on cameroid with Shina, my baby cousin. Actually she's not a baby anymore, she's 3 already! Ohmy look how fast the time goes.

Here goes the story,

I was planning on taking pictures of myself, I wanted to change my avatar on twitter and my display picture for my BBM. Then when I opened cameroid.com Shina suddenly sit beside me and I asked her to join me.

Here are some photos of us:

Ugly faces. LOL I love this picture ♥

Look! Tante Dewi is on the background

The lovliest creature in the whole wide world!

♥♥♥♥♥

With Shina's mami, Tante Rini

Changed my BBM display picture already. I picked the ugly faces. Now I have to choose which one will I use for my twitter avatar, whatcha think? ;)

Photographs

2011-06-11T11:41:00.000-07:00

Okay, so apparently i had nothing to write on this blog.

Nothing came to my mind, actually.

But then, I decided to post some photographs.

I was clicking through Adam's facebook page, and I found these in his album.

You know the 'one you've been tagged into others' photos' kinda album. Oh you know what I mean, don't you?

And, I found these:

On August 14th 2009, we were still friends, he was actually hitting on someone else ;)

Those 2 photographs were taken by... Chacha or Ellen, I guess. We were in 9B's class room and i think it was on 2nd break, or 3rd break? nvrmind, we weren't couples yet, but at that moment I was starting to fall for him. We texted for hours :/

LOL! This one is my all time favorite photograph :') I remember, I was talking to Adam when suddenly Dwima came, interrupting as always. When Chacha (or Ellen?) was about to take picture of us, Dwima put his hand on my head (almost like he wanted to hit it) and I spontaneously held his hand. I had no idea Adam was looking at us (or was he? It looks like he is)

Looks like I'm going to have a long night, I'm starting to miss my junior high years again. Well actually I never stop missing them. It seems like i'm having a really great time on those photograps doesn't it? I am having the greatest time of my life. Oh, I was.

Never stop missing you,

dear Junior High years :')

My desktop ;)

2011-06-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

I'm sooooo in love with this picture.

It's taken on 13th of february.

It was on my Bali Examination day.

You see, I'm having this Tari Bali lesson since June last year and finally i was able to join the examination on february this year.

I offered Adam to come and watch me perform and he said yes. I was so thrilled.

Long story short, There we were, taking pictures after my performance. Papa was the one who took this picture.

And I don't know, I just love this picture of us.

Oh, I love you to, ofcourse ;)

It exists

2011-06-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hell-o!

I don't know if it's really happening or if it's just me having over active thoughts as usual. But I feel like I'm getting my karma right now.

Ya know, the whole thing "Karma does exist" thing, well, it's true!

It's happening. To me. Right now.

Okay, like I said, I don't know if it's really happening or just my thoughts, but anyway I'm really really really sorry about what I've done to you. You know who you are.

And I admit, yes, this isn't a good feeling at all. I should've known it before I did those bad stuffs.

Really. I am sorry.

We made it

2011-05-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

Phew,

20 months are a lot of months. And, we made it!

Though we've had our rough times.

And I'm sure there are still lots of things we have to face in the future.

But for now....

Congratulation, I love you!

Happy monthlyversary, Laksana ♡

Enlighten me, please?

2011-05-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

Wow. So this is highschool. Full of bullshits. Hypocrite people. Lies. Fakeness.

Hell, what’s the fun of it?

People always say that highschool is the best thing that ever happen on their life, but I haven’t seen that part yet. I’m not comfortable, I’m not having fun. I can’t even laugh a real laughter.

I’m not saying that I’m the innocent one, I do bad things. I do lie. I do fake things. I even talk about someone elses on their back. Hey, it’s undeniable! Even though I know that’s a really really really – and by that I mean REALLY a bad thing to do. But Hell, who’s saint in this freakin’ cruel world?! No one, i tell ya, NO ONE!

What I’m saying is, I really am looking forward to seeing the good part in highschool. Because what I have seen now are just a bunch of test, homeworks, uncomfortable environtment, and so on.

I have no Idea on how higschool life works. is there anyone out there who cares enough to enlighten me?

Life’s keep changing, currently. And again I say, HOW COULD I FIT IN?

I want to be able to say that ‘highschool is the best thing that ever happen to me’ thing. Lucky you who has found it. I’d say, congratulation! I hope, my turn is right on the corner :)

What a fool, what a shame

2011-02-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

"Well it has been a year, it doesn't surprise me. Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it with a note saying 'I love you' I meant it. Now I know what a fool I have been, but if you kiss me now I know you'd fool me again" - Last Christmas, Taylor Swift

Did I make a perfect decision or what?

I thought you've changed...

Oh no, if you've changed why the hell you're still doing this to me.

I thought you really are sorry for what happened last year...

But oh! If you really are sorry, why do you do this freaking thing to me again?

I thought I would hate you...

But unfortunatelly I cannot.

Geez, why you have to make me miserable :'(

You really have no idea how this getting into me, jerk :|

I hate you, I swear! *i know, it won't happen, just feeling like saying it*

and, I'm sorry to you, I feel like a bitch. Really sorry :(

WHOOP WHOOP

2011-02-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

Say... We're going to Old Town tomorrow!

Hip hip HURAAAY!

Finally. Refreshing :)

The 10th grade students are having our fieldtrip tomorrow. GOD! It's like a holiday! The teachers say that we're going to visit the Bahari Museum and the Fatahilah Museum. I'M SO EXCITED! Pluss +++ My class and his class are on the same bus. WHOOP WHOOP! :D :D :D

I've packed all my things on my mickey backpack. It's such an elementary, I know. But who cares? I've also prepared my camera, emptied the memory card, and charged the battery. The only thing that I haven't done is buying snacks. I'll do it tomorrow I guess. There's an 24hours Indomaret near school.

I'll see ya tomorrow then, fellas!

Excited for the one day out of school,

"WHOOP WHOOP" ;)

What the.....?!

2011-01-26T03:29:00.000-08:00

God, this bike thingy. It's making me crazy!
Who would thing that I will be jealous over a....... BIKE?!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
It's not even alive. I mean, COME ON TRISSI! GET REAL! GET SOME FRESH AIR!

I know. Stupid. Haha.
It's just, I think he's loosing his interest in me. Suddenly the bike is just the one thing that fills his brain. Geez, I better get something to do before this bike thing starts to get worse. It's creeping me out. Really.

Yeahright

2010-12-08T04:55:00.001-08:00

I know, I have changed. A lot.
I'm all gloomy and easily upset. I know.
I'm blaming the world because it's being unfair. When actualy it's never fair.
I'm starting to close my heart. Only because I don't want to get anymore heartbreak.
I'm blaming others, when It's actually myself is the one to be blamed on.
I'm turning into an evil. Haha. Yeahright.
Negative thoughts are all over me and it's contorolling me.

You know, I have tried.
To be what I called the old me.
But everytime I tried, something got a hold on me.
I couldn't even finish trying.

I'm helpless. I'm hopeless. I'm restless.
Sometimes I wonder... What's the meaning of life if it keeps on going this way?
Okay stop. I'm turning into an emo girl who wants to do a suicide. Oh hell suicide.

Bring me back the old times :|

It's just getting worst and worst

2010-12-03T08:13:00.000-08:00

I may be not the bestest of friend but hey, i do deserve a better respect, don't I?
I did everything I could to help you and this is what you give me in return?
Don't you realize you took almost.... EVERYTHING? Literally almost everything.
I don't mean to hate you or things like that but I couldn't help being nice if you keep on messing with the life that I've been living for these 16 years.

I'm sorry, buddy.

The movie thingy

2010-12-01T03:49:00.000-08:00

bytheway.....

I miss our movie-after-exam tradition thingy. Because apparently, we don't have it here in high s(ucks)chool.

Could we do that again, some other time... maybe?

1st day of the last month

2010-12-01T03:10:00.000-08:00

1st day of december = last day of semester exam! Ahaaa you can't believe how happy i am. Finally.... I AM FREE! Okay, not quite. I'm still worried about the remedials. Sundanesse and religion! Huh hah I hope I get enough score to pass on that two subject. I feel so dumb. Usually I don't get very nervous about that two subjects but unexpectedly the teachers have been increasing the difficulty level or.... is it me who didn't study? Kidding. Sure I studied, but not seriously :p

Well, let's just hope and pray!
Huh hah bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Welcoming the holiday with an open heart ;)

See you next year, dear 11!

2010-11-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

I knooooow this is a real delay but still.... I AM NO LONGER A FIFTEEN YEARS OLD GIRL. I'M SIXTEEN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! SIXTEEN!

I've been trough a lot in this past 1 year. Fifteen had been a really rough age and I believe being a sixteen years old girl would be much more than that.

Oh did I told you that I got a surprise 'party' from my loved ones? YAYAYA! That day, 11 November 2010, It was afternoon and they came to my house pouring me with plastics of flour and water. They brought a strawberry cheese cake with candles on top of it, and DO NOT forget the present. It wasn't much but they were so sweet, I wanna cry :')

Look! I got to make a wish and blow the candles :3

He got the honour to have the first cake

Thankyou for all wishes, presents, and the surprise.
Special thanks to these people:

I'm gonna post the presents I got for my birthday, SOON!

Can't thankyou enough,
Just-turned-sixteen girl :*

Happy 13th, my miracle

2010-10-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

Thankyou for supporting me
Thankyou for the lessons you've given me
Thankyou for making me cry
Thankyou for making me laugh
Thankyou for being all sweet and gentle
Thankyou for giving me this feeling
Thankyou for giving me your shoulder to cry on
Thankyou for giving me a place to lean on
Thankyou for being with me in these past 13 months
Thankyou for all things you've done, you've done so much that i can't say them one by one
And the most important of all.....
Thankyou for giving me a chance to love you, and to be loved by you.
That's the most amazing thing you've given to me.

Don't ever forget that I LOVE YOU :)

Bukan hal yang mudah

2010-10-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

Belakangan ini semua berubah.
Aku tahu pasti hal ini akan terjadi. Banyak orang telah memperingatkanku. Tapi aku lengah. Aku tak cukup mempersiapkan diri.
Aku lupa, mereka bilang perubahan akan sangat sulit. Mereka bilang perubahan akan sangat menyakitkan. Mereka bilang perubahan membuat kita sulit untuk menentukan siapa yang harus kita percaya.
Tapi aku bukan pengecut. Aku harus berusaha untuk menyesuaikan diri, aku harus berusaha untuk beradaptasi agar aku bisa bertahan.
Sekarang, bagaimana caraku menyesuaikan diri jika semuanya terus berubah?
Dari pertanyaan itulah kemudian muncul pertanyaan baru yang sudah sejak tadi menggayuti benakku:

"Kalau semua berubah, haruskah aku ikut berubah?"

You are miss-able

2010-10-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

"All I want is some times alone.
I don't like being in the crowd.
Just the two of us, in a silence, doing nothing."
- Adam P. Laksana

Well, just so you know; I want the same thing as you do boy, I MISS YOU A LOT :')

This isn't my world no more

2010-10-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

What a fool of me, thinking that senior high would be just like the junior high. The fact is senior high is a whole new different world.
People are changing. I am changing.
I don't know which way to follow. I don't know who should i become friends with. I don't know who's wrong, or who's right.
Now I really need a place. A place where I can feel safe. A place where the people are staying. No changes. No goodbyes.
I'm thinking about going into your arms. Because they have always been my safest place, a place that I always run to whenever something bad happens. But even your arms are not that safe anymore.
Then i'm thinking about my heart. It's my private section, where i can do whatever i wanted to do. But oh well, I'm having a battle with my heart right now. How can I feel safe if I decided to go there?
So where else must I go? Could anyone help me?
I lost in my world, and I think the world isn't mine anymore.

Need. A. Great. Big. Hug. Please?
Just like the barney song....

Something sweet for someone sweet

2010-10-03T06:33:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Adam Putra Laksana!

I know it's kinda late to post this on this blog, since his birthday was on 29th of sepember. But oh well, who cares?
So, this was my first time doing a surprise party and i was sooooooo major nervouse. But thank God it went well.
Thankyou for all of my beloved beautiful and handsome friends. And thankyou for Adam's mom and Adam's sister. You were such a great actors, TWO THUMBS UP (Y)(Y)

So baby, how was the present? how was the cake? how was the surprise? ;)

Happy sixteen you, I Love You. Don't forget :)

Lets make it year(s)

2010-09-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

"One year is not enough, lets make it years!"

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
It feels exactly like last year. The love, the excitment, and all.
"Every spent with you is the moment I treasure"
Thankyou for being with me.
You're the best I've ever had, so far. And I hope you will always be.

Wish us luck.
God bless 27.
I. (Love). You.

We're not okay

2010-09-24T19:50:00.000-07:00

Seconds to the big day and we're not even okay.
How can it be like this?
I know I'm making things bigger than it should, but I'm not the only one to blame here.
Is it too much to ask? Just to not fall asleep when we're in the middle of something serious? When I'm talking seriously. Tell me, is it too much?

Again, my hypersensitive mood is on now so whatch what you're doing.
I don't wanna start any drama, especially on times like this.
I need to be strong. I have to be strong. And I NEED YOU to be strong.
Please, just help me out here?
I'm hopeless, I'm helpless :'(

The permition and agreement

2010-09-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

Nine days to go, seems long enough but actualy it is not.
Already talked to the house owner and she gave us permition to use the house and she also agreed to help me. Correction: US.
Ahaaaaa I can hardly wait!
What about you? ;)

Hope this is gonna work out reaaaaally well.
Amin.

Goodnight, sleeptight, I love you :*

I lied. I am sorry.

2010-09-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

A little white lie won't hurt............

What am I kidding?
It's NOT LITTLE at all.
It's BIG. It's HUGE. It's SUPER.
And worst, It's a lie.

What am I gonna do?
Karma does exist.
God I'm so so so so so so sorry :(

Happy Eid Mubarak

2010-09-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,
Minal aidzin ya semuanya. Maafin semua kesalahan kesalahan gue ya, yang disengaja maupun yang nggak. Ayo kita mulai lagi semua dari nol. Semoga semuanya jadi lebih baik lagi ya. Amin :)

Happy Eid Mubarak, you :)

McDonald ft. Recoureveuns

2010-09-08T09:14:00.001-07:00

4th of September
A great saturday night with my special ones
None other than RECOUREVEUNS

Too bad not all of them were coming. But overall that night was a blast. I had real fun with them. Oh how i miss being with them :'

I can't tell you how much i want us back together
As I've said, being with you is indiscribable
Lots of love, tons of kisses, bunch of hugs... only for you, friends :)

3rd of september

2010-09-02T13:14:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday, the 3rd of september.
I just finished my sahur and will get some quick sleep afterwards.
I'm just hoping that today would be my day.
I'm going to Bunderan HI with some of my extraculicular mates. We're gonna take some pictures of the road and buildings. My teacher said that we're planning to get the afterglow sky. He said the sky will look really blue. Just beautiful.
So i hope the rest of the day would be just fine. I really hope so.

I'm gonna sleep now folks,
Good morning, have a nice day,
Sleepwell ;)

Random thought

2010-09-02T05:23:00.000-07:00

Apparently nothing's going any better.
And I'm starting to blame myself.
And I'm starting to think about random stuff.
This stuff is so random that I don't even believe that I'm thinking about it right now.
I really hope that i'm not that stupid to let this random thought come out of my head.

I'm clueless and helpless and hopeless

Scorpio's biggest failure

2010-09-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

"Jealousy is definitely scorpio's biggest and worst failure"

That statement is so true!
Hand's up for jealousy thingy. I can't handle that one.
Okay actually I'm still trying but so far i'm still not getting any better. Even just a little.
I'm a true scorpio, i guess :p

But lucky me I have my Libra guy who's always supporting me no matter how annoying i am.
Today i was in a major badmood that i won't talk to him. Ofcourse it was somehow connected with the 'J' thing. (read: jealousy)
Yes, I'm stupidly jealous over something that i should've not be jealous about (oh what am i talking? Oke intinya dengan bodohnya gue cemburu sama hal yg sebetulnya gak perlu dicemburuin)
Unfortunately, or should i say fortunately he realized something was wrong and decided to talk to me at the end of the school.
And there we were, talking. And there he was explaining things. And there I was, crying. And there he was calming me down.

OHMYGOD I'M SUCH A.......... I don't even know what should i call myself.

Thankyou for my little one, Agen Rahasia Si Kecil --> BONITA RACHEL SIMAMORA.
Thankyou for your 'positive thinking' advice.
And thanks to my Libra boy, I'm a lot better now.
Have i told you that 'you're the best i could ask for a lover?', there i already say it and i really mean it.

Thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou,
Mr. Libra ;)

The plan

2010-08-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

I got a very interesting plan in my head.
This plan is making me very excited. I've talked to Bonita and as always, she had the same thought as mine.
But this plan will cost me so much money, i have to decrease my spending from now or else this plan won't work exactly the way i want it to be.

OHMYGOD i freaking can't wait for this plan to work

Sleep well,
though that text message ruinned my mood,
I still love you

Go find some other toys

2010-08-28T09:58:00.001-07:00

Girl's heart is fragile and sensitive
That's why you cannot play with it
It needs gentle touch, and it needs to be taken care of
Once you play with it, it can easily break
And it never comes back as flawless as before

I'm sure you already knew that
So what is it with you?
Why are you still playing with it?
Quit fooling around, go find other things to be played with
Girl's heart doesn't need your bullshit promises

Go ahead dude, go find some other toys to play with

A real big fan of yours

2010-08-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ELEVEN, MR. LAKSANA!
Wish us both a great-longlasting-relationship

Dear 11, you've been my favorite number for so long.
There are so many reasons why i like you.
Now, could you please give me one more reason to keep you as my favorite?
Be a great month, no silly fights, no tears wasted, no sad stories. Just be GREAT!

Being with you is indicribable,
How can i ask more? You're the best I've ever had so far. And hopefully you will always be.
I just love everything about you.

'Your biggest fan'

Don't mess with my nose

2010-08-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

HEEEEELP, I CAN'T BREATH! Literally.

Gila, idung gue mampet semampet mampetnya mampet, hell banget ini. Alhasil gue napas pake mulut which is gaenak banget, dan malah jadi batuk-batuk. Ini semua garagara main ujan-ujanan sama si tukang ojek, jadi flu begini kan huh.

Tadi siang di sekolah malah lebih parah, badan gue anget dan sumpah rasanya gaenak banget. Tapi gue masih bisa pecicilan. Gue malah sibuk ngobrolin tentang orang-orang kaya sama eno (someday i will be as rich as you are. Amin) terus main-main sama si Dhendry dan Bram sama Malvin juga. Alhamdulillah waktu pulang panasnya udah mulai turun, terus kan Nchaa dateng tuh tadi, nah begitu Nchaa pulang gue udah gak panas lagi.

Jadi intinya sekarang gue udah gak panas, tapi idung gue banjir dan tersumbat. Gara-gara ini gue jadi gabisa konsen belajar ICT. Padahal besok ada test. Bayangkan! Dari 4 kisikisi yang dikasih gue baru belajar 1 doang. Hell banget flu.

I freakin' hate you, influenza. Go mess somebody else's nose, just NOT ME
Happy studying~

Would you stop causing bad endings?

2010-08-24T09:24:00.000-07:00

One of so many things in the world that always makes me happy is the rain.
I love the smell, I love the sound, I love the way it looks when the water's falling from the sky to the ground.
But it has been twice in these two weeks, the rain caused such a bad ending of the day.
Why did you have to do that, dear rain?
I love you, but if you keep on causing bad ending like this, i won't love you no more.

Dear rain, please come down here and sing me a lullaby
Sleeptight, you :*

My professor

2010-08-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

"WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU"
He used to be called 'Little Mr. Professor' but I prefer calling him 'My Professor'

A good start

2010-08-23T08:51:00.000-07:00

It's time for weektest!

I have a good news, I'm starting this week's weektest with a good score.
Today I had my math weektest, and I got 93! SAY YES FOR ME :)
Actually I could get 100 but these silly things prevent me from getting that perfect score.
I made mistake on number 1c, I didn't read the question correctly. And also on number 3a, I carelessly wrote the number 2 instead of 1. I should've got that number right. Too bad, I'm still regreting it.

Well, tomorrow is chemistry weektest. It's about 'Tabel Periodik Unsur' I've understand all of the materials and hopefully i can get a great score. Oh wait, with all the preparation, I determine that i can get that perfect 100 score.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Wish me luck, people!
Goodluck to me, and good luck to you :*

I can't resist

2010-08-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

That silly-goofy smile of yours
The loud laughter you always show
The way you look me in the eyes
How you mess with my hair
The way you kiss the top of my head
The hillariously-romantic jokes you used to tell me
How you hold me tightly when you have to go home and i won't let you
Everything in you, have made me crazily in love with you

now, how can i resist you?

God, I'm in so much pain

2010-08-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

"Gotta stay strong! Let no tears escape"
It's so easy to say those words but what's funny is that it's so hard to stay strong and prevent myself for crying.

Lately I've been crying a lot, I've been a very hyper sensitive girl.
I've never felt this uncomfortable before, I've never felt this way. It's torturing me, somebody help?

I can't say what's on my mind, I can't tell what's going on with me, I just can't talk. People would think this is a small problem, which i won't agree with that. To me, this is HUGE.

These are just too much, too much thoughts and too much pain, could somebody help me?

I still love you though,
the one who's always being there for me :')

Keep shining, dear Indonesia

2010-08-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

Good evening!

Hoooaaahm i just finished my work for tomorrow's class-decorating competition. Man, it was a lot of works. I've been in my room for almost 6 hours just doing these things.
Now is 23.18, in less than 1 hour my bestfriend, Irena will have her 15th birthday. Gotta stay awake until midnight ;)

Bytheway HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDONESIA! Keep shining my dear country, i'm proud being a part of you, being an indonesian.
And........ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO RANI SALSABILA! All the greatest in life for you my girl. I MISS YOU!

Today we didn't study at school, we did a ceremony in order to celebrate Indonesia's 65th birthday. After the ceremony i stayed at school with some of my friends. A few hours later we felt very bored and we decided to watch a movie in the cinema. So there we went, to Bekasi Square and we whatched Expendables. AMAZING MOVIE I TELL YA, IT'S AWESOME! Thankyou for the movie Adam, Dwipa, Angga, and Tian :D

Oh no, i forgot to charge my Kennedy. His battery is almost out, poor him :p Okay, gotta go. I'll post more. I promise. Goodbye, and goodnight.

I proudly say that I'm an Indonesian,
I love Indonesia, and I love you ;)

Here comes the holy month

2010-08-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FASTING!
Time flies in a full speed, i can't believe that tomorrow we're gonna start our fasting month. I'm sorry for all mistakes i've done. I hope all of our deeds in this fasting month will be receivable. Amin.

With a pure heart i say,
Goodluck and happy fasting, fellas :)

Unstable

2010-08-06T07:09:00.001-07:00

I hate how fast my mood change. Once I'm feeling happy that i can't stop smiling and not long after that someone manage to ruin my mood and i'll be all gloomy and upset :(

I want to control my emotion, I don't wanna get mad easily
please please please go away, dear negative feelings

Not in the good mood because of silly conversation,
TPrayoga

To write and to share

2010-07-31T09:17:00.000-07:00

"Happy birthday my dear blog, wish i have more time to share everything with you"

This is her 2nd birthday. Well actually it was supposed to be on 23th of july but i forgot. Sorry :p
I'm sooooooo happy with myself because i still keep on writing in this blog. As you see, I'm a girl who's often feeling bored with something. And what suprises me is that i managed to keep writing in here. UUUUUU YEAY FOR ME ;)

Stories are waiting for you to be read, so keep on track folks,
Share with you soon,

I (HEART) YOU :D

Graduation night

2010-07-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

Before gradution, (left to right) Darenth, Bulan, Adam, Trissi

After graduation with the certificate and the medallion

hellow-yellow everybody :D

Apakabar?
Gue Alhamdulillah dengan dada yang sangat lapang dan hati yang sangat ringan menyambut datangnya weekend ketiga setelah gue memasuki SMA yang tampaknya gak berenti memperpendek umur gue.

Nah, sekarang seperti yang telah gue janjikan, gue akan menceritakan sedikit saja tentang acara graduation gue. Eheee agak sedikit sangat amat terlambat ya? Tapi seperti orangorang bilang, better be late than never. And so here we go...

Jum'at, 21 Mei 2010 adalah hari yang super duper sibuk banget! Pagi pagi gue bangun dan melakukan kegiatan gue di pagi hari seperti biasa. Gue baru mandi jam 12 dan gue langsung caw ke tukang sepatu benerin heelsnya emak yang mau gue pake. Pulang dari benerin sepatu gue ke rumah buat ngambil kebaya, toga, dll dan langsung cabut ke rumah Adam karena berhubung gak ada yang bisa nyanggulin gue jadinya mamanya Adam mau bantuin mengurus segala hal yang berhubungan dengan graduation itu seperti sanggul dan makeup. Sampe di rumah Adam gue ditawarin mandi dulu, gue bilang aja udah, jadinya gue nungguin si tante mandi sambil ngobrolngobrol sama Adam. Segera setelah itu kita (gue dan sang mama adam) pergi ke salon deket rumahnya itu, abis disanggul yang simple banget (cuma dikepang kelabang terus digulung gitu deh) kita balik lagi ke rumah. Dan lo tau apa? Ada Darenth di rumah Adam. Okelah. Terus gue buruburu di makeup-in sama Kak Ara which turned out very good (thankyou kak!).

Selesai makeup, gue adam dan darenth pamitan dan segera melaju ke rumah gue karena Bulan udah ada di sana nungguin. Sampe di rumah gue si cowok cowok itu sholat dulu dan bulan kebelet pipis --"

10 menit sebelum jam 19.30 telpon rumah gue berbunyi dan ternyata itu adalah ellen yang minta ikutan nebeng ke horisson tempat acara graduation dilaksanakan. Lah gue bukannya gak boleh atau gimana tapi kan kita harusnya ngumpul jam setengah 7 karena acara mau dimulai jam 7 teng. Kalo nungguin Ellen dulu kapan berangkatnya? Jadilah akhirnya kita berangkat tanpa Ellen.

Sampe di horisson ternyata udah rame dan gue langsung degdegan. Tapi Alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar dan kami semua LULUS 100%. Congratulations my Recoureveuns :)

Next post hopefully will be about Anyer with my 9Boom.
Stay tune!

Dam daradam dam dam, I LOVE YOU <3

God bless, 27 ;)

2010-07-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTHS ADAM PUTRA LAKSANA!
Wish us both a beautiful relationship with no silly fights.
You know i've loved you, i love you now, and i'll love you then.
Thankyou for the oh-so-amazing 10 months, you've been all that i can ask for a lover.

I love you, more more more than yesterday.
I love you much moooooooore than i can say.

Big heart,
Ms. Laksana :*

Give them back, please?

2010-07-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hey baby, I'm new!
What's new?
I'm no longer a junior high student. I'm now a senior high school student, FOR REAL!

Okay, i know it's soooooooooo yesterday. I've been in the senior high for about a week now. This is my second week. I still feel not comfortable enough. I miss my junior high. I miss my Recoureveuns. A LOT :'(

Seminggu masuk gue sama sekali belom ngerasa betah. Gue masih ngerasa gue cuma numpang doang di gedung SMA. Tempat gue sebenernya di gedung SMP. Gue sedih banget kalo udah malem malem dan ngerasa kangen banget sama SMP. Apalagi kalo inget 9Boom4X gila gue pengen nangis banget.

Di SMA gue masuk kelas X-4. Maaf banget maaf tapi kalau menurut gue kelas gue ini garing banget kalau dibandingin sama 9Boom. Mungkin karena gue baru masuk aja kali ya. Tapi tetep aja sumpah gue gak betah banget. Gue pengen banget sekelas lagi sama 9Boom. Gue kangen kalian.

Gue pengen sehariiiiiiiiiiiii aja masuk sekolah bareng Recoureveuns.
Gue pengen sehariiiiiiiiiiiii aja belajar di kelas bareng 9Boom.
Gue pengen sehariiiiiiiiiiiii aja ngumpul lagi kayak dulu bareng vero, ellen, gege, nchaa, bulan, irena.
Gue pengen, pengen pengeeeeeeeeeeeen banget banget banget nggak bohong gue pengen banget. Gue kangen kalian :'(

Bring them back to me, please?
I love you all sooooooooooooo muchmuchmuchmuchmuch :')

You deserve it

2010-07-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

Ehm mau curhat dong....

Masa gue kangen.
Sama? Adam Putra Laksana <3

Hadeh gue tau itu gombal sekali tapi gue serius ini gak tau kenapa.
Lost contact nggak. Ketemu baru hari Kamis kemarin. Dan hari Senin bakal ketemu lagi.
Gue tibatiba kangen nih huhuhu garagara abis liat foto farewell eke berdua doi.
Sialan nih fotonya --"

Eeeeh gue udah 9 bulan loh. Seneng banget gila ini yg terlama. Semoga langgeng ya, semoga happy ending, semoga gak bosen bosen, semoga gue gak gampang ngambek lagi. Pokoknya semoga baik baik aja ya. Amin amin amin amin banget ya Allah.

Yaampun gue mesti ngapain lagi ini gue kangennya amitamit aaaaa
Doi juga udah tidur lagi elah.
Harus apa sekarang?
Hahaha au ah ini gue jadi ribet sendiri. Tidur aja deh siapa tau ketemu di mimpi hahaha :p

Kisses and hugs for you who deserves it,
You know who you are ;)

Up Next

2010-07-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

Haloha! Happy sunday everyone ;)

Wow i've been through a lot these past months. And you sure have missed reviews of my days.
So, in this post i wanna tell you about what you've missed.
I'm gonna make a list of what will i write on my next post to fulfill my missing moments.
I'm gonna arrange it base on the date.

1. Graduation Ceremony

2. Anyer with my special ones

3. Farewell Party

Stay tune, folks!

MUCH MORE love for the precious
Sleeptight :*

Where's us? I miss us

2010-05-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

We laugh and cry
We hug and smile
We talk and we share
We take millions of pictures
We sing and dance
We do crazy stuffs
We do it TOGETHER

Where's us?
Where's you? and where's me?
Where's my girls?

I miss youuuuuuu all.......
OH NO WAIT!
I MISS US....... UNTOLD :'(

Should i scream and say I LOVE YOU? :*

I made it! We made it! CONGRATULATION!

2010-05-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

Dengan bangga aku mau ngucapin SELAMAT BUAT SEMUA YANG LULUS YA!

Seneng banget, big congrats buat my Recoureveuns. SELAMAT! Kita udah berhasil nunjukin bahwa kita bisa lulus 100% sesuai yang diharapkan sama guruguru kita.

I wanna say thankyou to ALL, who have been supporting me all these times. You guys rock, I LOVE YOU! And also MAJOR thanks to my one and only saviour, my God. Without you I'm nothing.

Berapa NEM kalian?
Gue? Alhamdulillah 35,90
Gak sampe target sih, dan nyesek banget itu nilai kurang 0,1 lagi bisa sampe target gue, which is 36 or above 36

"Give your best shot and let God do the rest"
That's my motto :)

So, for those who are not satisfied with the result, be grateful, it is your work after all, you did your best and that's yours to be proud of. Remember, there will always be a next time. Keep in your mind, you will do better. Once again, CONGRATULATION ME, CONGRATULATION US :D

I'm so happy, oh WE MADE IT,
I love you, like.... A LOT :*

Menegangkan

2010-05-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

setengah jam lagi tanggal 7 yang berarti pengumuman kelulusan SMP bakal keluar.
Ohmygod gue degdegan
Ohmygod gue tegang
Ohmygod gue panik
Ohmygod gue gak tenang

Gue lulus nggak?
Nem gue bagus gak?
Recoureveuns lulus seratus persen gak?
Anak anak kelas 9 seindonesia lulus semua gak?

Semua itu yg dari tadi muter muter di kepala gue. Gue penasaran. Tapi gue takut. Tapi gue pengen banget tau. Ya Allah bisa gila tauga begini caranya. Timeline twitter pun hari ini ramai dengan topik seputar UN. Kompak ya kita! Hahaha

I wannasay a little prayer.
Bismillahirohmanirohim

"Ya Allah semoga Recoureveuns lulus 100%
semoga besok waktu pengumuman semua nangis bahagia karena lulus
semoga nem trissi di atas 36
Amin amin amin AMIN ya Allah...."

Wish me luck, wish us luck
I love you, even more :*

I need a hug and the magic words

2010-05-02T10:55:00.000-07:00

Another late-night post hhhh
Gue gak bisa tidur beneran deh. Ini garagara tadi gue tidur siang pasti.
Ah tapi rasanya gue tidur siang juga gak lamalama banget, cuman satu setengah jam kok.
Hmm tapi bukan itu yg mau gue permasalahkan.
Kalo cuman gak bisa tidur doang ya okeoke ajelah tapi yg ini tuh gaenak banget perasaan.
Sumpah bener bener gak enak. Gak ngerti kenapa. Kayak bakalam terjadi sesuatu yg buruk gitu deh. Gue gak suka banget perasaan kayak gini, gak nyaman banget, pengennya tidur aja.
Nyesek woy!
Please banget stop, ini kenapa sih :(
Pengen nangis jadinya. Gue udaj narik napas dalem dalem berkali kali tapi tetep aja no use.
Bakal ada apa sih? Astaga gue gak suka banget begini.
Tertekan tauga?
Gue butuh.... Penenang.
Gue butuh Adam.
Gue butuh temen-temen gue.
Gue butuh mama.
Gue butuh dipeluk. Gue pengen dipeluk.
Please tell me that magic words --> "everything's gonna be alright. Don't you worry"

Please please could anyone hug me, stroke my hair and tell me that magic words? :'(

Some looks

2010-05-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

I've been having no job today. So I decided to take a look at my looklet. I rarely open it because the internet was usually so being so lame when i open that web.

I'm in love!
Oh I'm in love with fashion.
Well, I know i have almost 0% on fashion news. But I do love doing fashion, I do love looking fashionable. Is that wrong? I think not.

So far I've been creating 4 looks today. Wanna see 'em?
Here, let me show you :)

Whatcha think, huh?
Have any looklet? Sign in, and follow me, I surely will follow you back
Comments and favourites are appreciated.
Go here to see mine --> LOOKLET.COM

Okay, Chatch ya later dude,
I LOVE YOU, UNTOLD :*

Well, i love you. That's just it

2010-05-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

Jam 23.55 tadi gue dapet sms dari adam. Sekrang jam berapa? 00.20! Berarti smsnya sudah sekitar 25 menit yang lalu.
Oke itu gak penting sebenernya. Yang penting itu isi smsnya. Kenapa penting? Soalnya masa ya garagara baca sms itu gue menitikan aor mata. Cuma setetes dua tetes sih, tapi yaaaa tetap saja.

Tau itu air mata apa?
Air mata penyesalan *cieee dan air mata terharu *ehm

Hahahaha gila gila gila gue sayang banget sama lo dam, tauga?
Oke yg barusan itu sangat #frontal
Tapi peduli amat, pokoknya gue sayang titik. Terserah kalo ada yg gak suka. Gue hanya mengutarakan perasaan :p

Hari ini gue lagi ada sedikit ehm... Masalah?
Ya gak bisa dibilang masalah juga sih sebetulnya. Tapi ya pokoknya gitu dah.
Emang gue sih yg bikin garagara.
Bodoh ya, memag spesialisasi gue tuh bikin masalah dari yg seharusnya gak perlu jadi masalah.
Terus gue ngomel ngomel di twitter, karena sumpah hari ini gue BADMOOD TO THE VERY MAX!
Dan mungkin (pasti) dia baca.
And there he was, apologizing.
Hal yg seharusnya gak perlu dia lakukan mengingat itu bukan salahnya.
Oke ralat, ada satu salah dia. Nggak peka. Nah itu dia
Tapi oh well, overall itu semua salah gue yg terlalu egois.

I know he was trying to give his very best, but my ego wouldn't let me see all those things he was doing.
I'm so so so so so sorry for everything i've said and done.
I'm gonna try to be more understanding an put my ego aside.
We'll work this thing out so things can be more comfortable beetwen us *that's what you said :)

You know i love you so muuuucccchhhh, oh i love you, UNTOLD, more than you know :*

*whoops gue jadi curhat. Ahahha gapapadeh, gasuka jangan dibaca ya :p

Sleep tight, gotta prepare for a better tomorrow!

This is what i think

2010-04-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

Hey dude, wanna know something?
You're pathetic, you know that?
I might not understand what you're feeling right now
But i do understand what you're doing
I know you feel hurt inside,
but you're hurting yourself evenmore
And the worst part is... you're hurting others too
You might not say it, but you're blaming things on others
Just shut your mouth up
If it is just made for hurting people
Please, you're not the only one who's suffer

The Scorpio

2010-04-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

Garagara Kak Mody gue jadi tertarik baca @ZodiacFact di twitter hahaha. Gila banget rasanya Scorpio itu banyak banget ya negatifnya, and unfortunately... or should i say fortunately sebagian dari yang disebutkan itu sesuai dengan kenyataan. The whole jealousy thing, cheating, truths, and even relationships. Wow. Wanna check them out? I've copied some of them:

Scorpio does have a problem with jealousy sometimes, and they really do have to work on it. *I really really have to work on it sooner or later. I'm tired of being jealous actually, but i just can't help it. I often get jealous easily, sometimes over the stupidest thing ever. And it surely made me cry all night. Jealousy is dangerous i tell ya!

Scorpio is a feminine sign and is ruled by Mars and they are always involved in an inner conflict.

The best Advice Is To Be honest With a Scorpio.

Scorpios will cheat If they feel like their being Pressured in the relationship. *okay, this really happened. and i'm regreting this thing until now. How could i be SO STUPID :(

Scorpios have many admirers and their partners must accept that there is a lot of competition.

Scorpios like people who will be at their side throughout their lives.

Scorpios are the best of friends and the worst of enemies.

Scorpios are very good at handling dangerous and critical situations with ease *i really really wish i'm this person. I used to run away and hide, avoid the "dangerous and critical situations" instead of handling it. Such a coward

Scorpios have attractive personalities and they never leave any work incomplete.

A scorpio will gather evidence to prove that their partners are cheating.This is when the volcanic Scorpio temper can emerge.

Do not date a Scorpio if you want a broken heart

The Scorpio person is sometimes hypersensitive. *OHMYGOD THIS IS SO TRUE!

Scorpio is the greatest lovers in the world and this covers both the physical love as well as the platonic.

People usually feel something “strong” toward Scorpios in a friendship.

Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph

Scorpio's Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition

There is no mistaking it when a Scorpio really fall for someone they pull out all the stops to impress them.

And here's about Scorpio's relationship with Libra:

Relationship with a Libra feels like a pendulum swinging until it gets comfortably settled at a stable point *I've gone through this phase and I wish that phase is completely over now, I'm starting to enjoying this relationship i have, and i'm falling more more more in love with my libra guy ;)

A Libra man due to his ego and flirtatious nature will always make a Scorpio woman neglected *it happens..... sometimes

Jump Then Fall, Taylor Swift

2010-04-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

Currently listening, humming, singing, and quoting. I love this song almost as much as I love him :p

I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound
I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is
We should be together

Everytime you smile, I smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you

Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump
then fall into me

Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
Cause i'm gonna stay through it all so
Jump then fall

Well I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me
I love each freckle on your face, oh
I've never been so wrapped up
Honey, I like the way you're everything i've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over
And all i can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

The bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But i'll hold you through the night until you smile

Whoa oh I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
Jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Evrytime you smile i smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine
And everytime you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
You can jump then fall, jump then fall,
jump then fall into me, into me

Nothing's right

2010-04-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

Lo tau?
Gue lagi sebel.
Sebel banget banget teramat sangat. Sebel to the max max max MAX. Saking keselnya sampe mau nangis. Eh nggak deng udah nangis tadi.

1. Gue sakit perut
Oke mungkin ini sudah biasa. Tapi ya tolong yang namanya sakit perut gak ilang ilang itu NGGAK ENAK. Sama sekali nggak enak. Sumpah gue benci banget. Apalagi ini sakit perut awet banget dari kemaren malem sampe hari ini.

2. Terancam gak bisa ikut UP ICT
Gue panik. Kertas weektest gue yang jadi syarat ikut ujian praktek ICT. HILANG! GONE! DISSAPEAR! Beneran gak ada di mana mana. Gimana nih besok aduh. Rencananya eke mau ngomong ke mr Glory besok siapa tau dikasih dispensasi. Tapi belum tentu juga. Tapi semoga tetep boleh ikutan. Amin amin amin. Sampe gak boleh gue bunuh diri (?)

3. Pending
Oke pending itu memang penghancur hubungan. Garagara pending waktu itu gue sempet kesel sama Adam garagara gue kira dia gak ngebales sms gataunya memang pending. Nah tapi ternyata pending yang berawal pada hari Minggu malam itu berlanjut sampe hari ini. Lucunya pendingnya itu cuma pas malem setiap jam 7 ke atas, pagi-paginya pasti sembuh dan lancar2 saja. Stress banget gue. Gak tau apa lu woy gua gak bisa pacaran nih~

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Gatau lagi deh pokoknya gue lagi sebel banget nget nget nget nget. Ini juga nih Adam gak bales bales sms kan males banget gua dah.

OHIYA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISAD WIRIANDI MUSA. ALL THE GREATEST IN LIFE FOR YOU, BOY ;)

I'm falling, like i never fell

2010-04-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey dear, wanna know what i'm feeling?

I love how i love you
I love how you love me

We're just perfect, i guess
You complete me, you make me whole

I'm falling in love
Over and over and over again
with the same person,

and i'm happy to know that the person is you :)

Stupidity

2010-04-12T03:06:00.000-07:00

I'm having a hard time dealing with life lately.
I'm so full of preasures right now, why can't i just enjoy my last time being a junior high school student, why can't i just having fun with my Recoureveuns for this one last time?
I'm stupid enough for ruin everything :'(

Butuh..... aseton -,-

2010-04-04T10:56:00.000-07:00

Hell-o!

Sekarang waktu menunjukan pukul 00.57 dan gue sama sekali belum merasakan yg namanya ngantuk itu. Ohmygod gimana nasib gue nanti pagi? Padahal dalam waktu kurang lebih 6 jam lagi gue bakal kembali berada di sekolah gue tercinta: Global Prestasi School.

Eh gue lagi panik tauga?
Masa gue masih pake kuteks.
Warna biru metalik.
Belum gue hapus.
Bentar lagi sekolah.
Aseton gue H I L A NG!

Yak, sepertinya gue bakal tewas hari ini. Kalo masih mau baca postingan gue berdoa yg banyak ya semoga gak ada guru yg sadar atau semoga eno punya aseton atau semoga aseton gue ketemu. Amin amin amin amin AMIN :)

Ohiya! Telat bgt gue ngabarin tapi.... UN SUDAH SELESAI!
I still don't believe it. So fast, isn't it?
Tapi ya bullshit bgt yg bilang abis UN udah boleh bebas. Kenapa? Karena faktanya abis UN kami para murid kelas 9 masih harus menghadapi 2 buah cobaan lagi yg dikenal sebagai Ujian Sekolah (US) dan Ujian praktek. Dan keduanya lebih merepotkan daripada mempersiapkan UN. Dan baru gue sadari juga bahwa gue jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih suka pelajaran UN dibandingkan pelajaran US. Gurugurunya juga jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih enak di pelajaran UN. But anyway, gue bakal coba untuk menjalaninya dengan lapang dada dan berusaha menikmatinya seperti kata kak astha. Katanya "toh nanti bakal kebayar sama liburan panjang". Yep, you were right kak! Lagian se-ogah ogahnya gue sama pelajaran dan gurunya gue LEBIH OGAH lagi dapet nilai jelek di mata pelajaran US. I'm quite good at remembering so what's with the bad scores.

Terus ya masa gue seneng soalnya Adam udah mulai cerita cerita sama gue. I'm glad i'm no longer be the only one who's complaining, talking, cursing about life. Dan sekarang dia sedang dalam perang batin (?) yg cukup serius. Ehm bukan perang batin dwng gue ngarang tapi mau disebut masalah juga bukan. Ya intinya dia mulai memberontak dan gak suka dikekamg. Oh that's very usual. Be patient Adam, it's just a part of growing up process, you'll do and be just fine, i'm here if you need me :)

Okay i really need to get some sleep.
Sleep tight,
I love you, baby :*

Four, Three

2010-03-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

4-H
I was so happy! Watching movie with all of my Recoureveuns and teachers. Who's not happy? We watched Shutter Island at Metropolitan Mall. That was once in a life time moment. Makin berat dan makin gak rela ninggalin SMP kalau begini caranya hahaha. Best moment ever, I won't forget it. Can't even describe what i felt, it's just, untold. I LOVE YOU ALL, LIKE... ALOT!

3 more days to go...
No school for today. The teacher called this as silent day. I spent the whole day at home. Getting up early, studying, taking nap, eating, yeah that kind of stuff. Boring, but relaxing.

Hey, i miss Adam. Where the hell is he? He said he had no pulse so he couldn't text me. Don't you know i'm dying here to hear anything about you :(
By the way, tomorrow's our 6 months monthlyversary ;)

God bless me and my Recoureveuns for facing the national exam,
catch ya later, goodnight,
I love you, oh and yes you too :*

Six, Five

2010-03-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

6 more days to go...

I was major happy to know that i got REALLY good scores for my tryout. As you've already known that i got 92 for my math. I also got 92 for indonesian (i'm the highest <3). On the following day i got 88 for my english and i got 86 for my science. Imagine how happy i was :D

5 days before 'the day'...

Math and indonesian tryout today, and guess what? My score is increasing! I got 95 for math and 84 for indonesian. Haaaaaaa thankyou God thankyou thankyou thankyou! I hope that my scores will increase more more and more until the national exam.
Ehm, i'm not feeling good today. I think i'm sick. Gotta have some rest then study for science and english.

Pray for me, would you?
Thankyouuuuu
I love you more than you know :*

Nine, eight, seven

2010-03-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Nine days before the day
I felt sooooooo lazy to go to school for doing saturday program. The reason? I was REAL tired. But unfortunately my mommy won't let me. When i asked her to skip the saturday program, she said no. So i did it. I attended the saturday program thing. And you know what? I was glad that i followed what my mommy said. Surprisingly it was the last saturday program. I thought there'll be once more saturday program before the national exam but the teachers were somehow being kind enough to give us a silent day. Thankyou teachers :)

Eight more days to go
Nothing special actually.
Just studying for monday's tryouts; math and indonesia
I really wished i could do well and get really good scores.

Seven more days to count
I did it! Yes i did it!
After all the bad scores finally i got good and satisfying scores for today's tryouts.
You know? I got NINTYTWO for math. That really made my day. I am happyyyyyyyyy :D
Well i don't know yet about the indonesian score. But according to the manual check i guess i could get 92 or 94. Let's just hope. Okay?
Okay, tomorrow's gonna be sciemce and english tryout. Wish me luck would you?
I believe that i can get good scores too for these tests.

God bless me and my Recoureveuns,
Officially yours :*

Ten

2010-03-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

10 days people! 10 days left until 'the day'
Hari ini semua berjalan dengan baik alhamdulillah. Walaupun nilai IPA gue gak begitu memuaskan tapi mendinglah. Gue masih dapet 70 dan itu gue bersyukur banget. Makasih ya Allah.

Ohiya, lo harus tau! Tadi pelajaran terakhir kan pelajaran fisika, seperti biasa kita disuruh ngerjain soal gitu terus periksa bareng dan di nilai. Gue dapet hmm 85. Peningkatan! Selama ini gue cuma dapet 65-75 doang hehe.
Nah pas udah selesai tuh tibatiba Mam Yuli masuk bagiin jadwal buat minggu depan. Terus waktu Mam Yuli keluar lagi sebagian anak pada ngelilingin Mr Andre dengan tujuan ingin melihat jadwal. Entah darimana asalnya tibatiba orang-orang pada salam-salaman sambil ngucapin "Semoga sukses UN ya" dan ujung-ujungnya anak-anak 9B pada buat lingkaran terus kita ngucapin keinginan kita satu persatu.

Pertama seperti biasa gilirannya Reyhan si 'Lord 9BOOM4X' terus berlanjut ke yang lain lain. Kalo dirangkum semua kira-kira inti dari doa kita adalah:

1. Lulus UN 100%
2. Rata-rata kelas 9B paling tinggi satu angkatan
3. Tetep kompak walaupun udah pisah
4. Jangan lupa sama kenangan-kenangan di 9B

Dan setiap orang yang ngucapin doa diaminin sama anak-anak lainnya. Selesainya kita 'tos reyhan' lengkap dengan 'tepuk reyhan'. Terus kita duduk dan mulai bermusik. Tadinya cuma Ellen sama Chacha ngetok ngetok meja, yg lain ikutan, sisanya nyanyi 'Rey.....han....! Eeeee.... sambil nulis! Heeeello sodara, siapa yg salah! Rey.... han....! Han..... Rey....! Rey rey rey? Han han han!' SUMPAH SERU BANGET. Gue ngingetnya pengen nangis yampun 9B the greatest of all dah pokoknya. Nanti perpisahan kita harus jadi ke Anyer ya. Ingat itu... HARUS! :'D

Oke deh sekian dulu dari saya, mau les piano nih~

Goodbye, have a goodnight,
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU HELL YEAH I LOVE YOU :*

A text

2010-03-18T04:06:00.000-07:00

Gue masih kangen rupanya udah lama nggak sharing di sini...

Jujur gue udah sering banget nangis garagara nilai TO. Gak tau kenapa gue kayak mendadak bego. GUE TAKUT. Takut banget. Sekarang gue jadi suka takut kalo mau TO math atau IPA karena gue takut lihat nilai akhirnya. Sekali lagi, GUE TAKUT. Yang parah adalah waktu gue tau IPA gue dapet 50, padahal gue yakin banget gue bisa ngerjainnya. Yang satu lagi gue nangis pas IPA gue dapet 62.5, tepat seminggu setelahnya. Sekali lagi itu karena gue kecewa sama nilai gue. Rasanya gue bisa ngerjainnya, gue yakin banget bisa dapet minimal 80. Tapi kenapa cuma segitu? Kenapa?

Yang terakhir kali gue nangis itu gue udah gak mood ngapangapain, pulang sekolah gue langsung pulang bahkan nggak ikut tambahan math. Gue pulang pun nggak bilang bilang langsung ngeloyor pergi aja saking emosinya. Tapi akhirnya sampe rumah gue berasa gak enak akhirnya gue sms adam, minta maaf karena pulang gak bilangbilang dan buruburu. Terus adam bilang nggak apaapa dan dia nanya kenapa tadi gue mendadak 'misterius'. Akhirnya gue ceritain deh semuanya. LO HARUS TAU! Gue ngetik smsnya sambil berlinang air mata haha so stupid.

Gue bilang kalo gue capek. Rasanya gue mau belajar kayak gimana juga nilai gue gak naik naik. Padahal orang orang percaya kalo gue bisa, mereka yakin gue bisa. Tapi dengan nilai gue yg sekarang begini gue takut. Gue takut banget gue bakal ngecewain mereka. Gue takut gue bakal kecewa sama diri gue sendiri. Gue capek, dan gue takut.

Terus dia bales begini...

"Kamu harus kuat, gak selamanya belajar itu menjadi kesempurnaan, mungkin kamu hrus nambah ketelitian, yang penting jangan negative thinking say, yang penting nilai akhirnya bagus. Kamu harus kuat ya"

OHMYGOD i cried even more when i saw that message. Entah kenapa gue jadi merasa bersalah banget gue ngeluh terus ini itu, gue cengeng banget sedangkan dia bisa sekuat itu. Gue egois banget kayaknya dan dia baiknya ampun ampunan.

He's the strong one and i know he'll always be there for me, i can always count on him. Thankyou thankyou thankyou adam, you made me realize how useless the tears were. You know i love you baby, untold :*

Intinya? Gue cuma mau nunjukin betapa baiknya adam itu hahahaha. Dan..... menangis dan menyesal gak bakal memperbaiki apapun. Jadi gue harus berjuang berjuang berjuang, buang jauh jauh pikiran 'gue-capek-belajar-karena-gak-bakal-ada-hasilnya' pasti ada, somehow pasti semua yg diperjuangin bakal ada hasilnya.

Can't stop saying i love you,
wish me luck for tomorrow's tryout, please? :)

Eleven

2010-03-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

11 more days to go and my scores are still BAD :(
I am scared. But i should calm myself. How can i face the exam if i'm afraid of it? Okay inhale..... exhale... I CAN DO IT.

Gue heran. Padahal gue udah belajar ya gue udah latihan latihan dan latihan, tapi lo tau? Math gue masih tetep stuck di 75. Udah 3 kali tryout berturut turut math gue tetep 75. Gak turun gak naik, teteeeeeep aja di situ. Muak gue.

Rasanya nilai math gue gapernah nyampe 80. Ada apasih? Apa gue kena kutukan atau apagitu ya Allah kenapa sih ini. IPA gue juga nih radarada. Padahal waktu itu sempet dapet 80 dan gue BANGGA BANGET. Eh abis itu mendadak turun jadi 50 tapi untung naik lagi. Tapi tetep aja cuma 62.5. Pokoknya TO IPA besok gue mesti dapet di atas 80. Please please please ya Allah jangan bikin panik begini. Sumpah deh gue jadi mendadak bego begini. Nilai gue bikin gue panik sendiri. GUE PANIK! Okay, calm down.

Okelah kalau begitu gue out sekarang. Mau puas puasin browsing dulu sebelum kembali menghadap buku pelajaran. Pray for me, would you? And also pray for my Recoureveuns.

Thankyou,
I love you like always :*

Twelve

2010-03-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

Urgent, urgent, urgent!
Only 12 more days left until the national exam.
OHMYGOD! How could it be that fast
Tomorrow my school's gonna hold the 9th tryout. Math tryout for the exact.
And what the hell i'm doing still writing this post on blogger? Silly me. Sorry, but i just can't help it :p
Okay, gotta go work on something else.
I've studied already, hope my score's gonna be more than 80. Amin.

Wish me luck,
I LOVE YOU :*

P.S this is kinda weird. I don't know what happened. I just got this urgent feeling to post something and it turned out to be like this. Well whatever~

Back on bussiness

2010-02-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

Hello people, i'm back in the bussiness!
Ergh it has been a rough day lately. Try outs, weekly tests, pra-US, pra-UN, homework and so on. Gue heran kenapa gue belom juga gila. But anyway, sekarang gue udah gak urusan sama yg namanya weekly test, pra-US juga sudah lewat, pra-UN pun barusaja berlalu. Sekarang tinggal fokus try out dan the most important of all; NATIONAL EXAM!
Oh dear, i can't believe it would be this fast. Only 38 days left and my scores are still not good enough. I'm still waaaay too far from the target I've set for myself. That's why i HAVE to keep on working on it. I wanna make the people around me proud of me. They put their trust on me, i won't dissapoint them, i promise.

Ehm sebenarnya, apa inti dari omongan gue di atas?
Honestly, gue gatau. Gue hanya mengeluarkan apa yg ada di otak gue. Gue merasa harus mengeluarkannya karena gue merasa otak gue terlalu penuh dengan berbagai macam pikiran yg makin lama makin bikin gue merasa terbebani dan akhirnya gue berasumsi bahwa otak gue sebentar lagi akan mencapai puncak kapasitasnya dan DUAR! Meledaklah dia -,-

Lagipula kayaknya i'm starting being the person that i am; moody.
Yeah, i'm not in the mood for blogging, instead i used twitter a lot these days to express my feelings. That's kinda sucks for you dear blog, isn't it? Well i'm really really trully sorry, i'll try to write again as often as possible. I probably would do a countdown for national exam in this blog starting.... Tomorrow maybe? Just see when will i stop by here to say a simple 'hey people' followed by unimportant yet meaningful sentences. Okay i'm playing around with my words, i actually don't really understand what that mean :P i just love using english.

Hey it's 23:23! Let's make a wish!
........................
What's your wish?
Mine?
I wish everything will be just fine. I've had enough preasure i don't need an extra.
For now.... At least

Well, since it's almost midnight and i have to spend another day at school torrow, i should really get some sleep. Or else i would end up in the medical room tomorrow. Not that the place is whatsoever but i think 'why should we be in the medical room if we could be in the class with my 9boom4x, or taking break with my recoureveuns, i mean, what's the point?'

Okay gue udah mulai ngelantur.
Lebih baik saya out sekarang.
Nite world, sleep tight, i love you UNTOLD :*

welcoming the 2010

2010-01-02T20:27:00.000-08:00

I know it's kinda late but....

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE
The countdown is (already way) over, and now it's time for the year 2010;
another chance to be a better person
May this year be a wonderful year for us
GOODBYE 2009, WELCOME 2010

I still love you, and I always will,
UNTOLD :*

A (very) early morning update

2009-12-21T10:21:00.000-08:00

Hellow folks!
Sepertinya gue mulai sombong lagi ya belakangan ini? Aduh maaf maaf maaf banget banget banget ya ini semua garagara emm..... Garagara..... GUE LAGI MALES :P
Ya tapi kan yang penting sekarang gue muncul lagi untuk berbagi cerita pada kalian. Eh you know? Today is MOTHER'S DAY!

"I love you mom, soooooooooooooo much and i always will. Thankyou for everything you've done for me, and i'm sorry for every rude and unpleasant words i've said to you. I was too upset and wasn't thinking clearly at that time. But overall I LOVE YOU, MOTHER. My superwoman :*"

Great banget tau gaksih, it's mother's day and my mom won't be at the house. She has to fly to Surabaya to work within the upcoming hours. Hhhh :(

Eh iya, gue udah liburan. Hm dari minggu lalu sih ya tapi ya pokoknya gitu deyh. Kamis minggu lalu gue bagi rapot kan teris tauga sih lu GUA RANKING 3 wohooow ternyata tetap bertahan. Thankyou God. But I'll ty to be better. I've set my target to be in the first rank, and i have to reach it. Ya paling nggak ranking 2 juga bole deh hehe.

Terus ya terus gue bingung liburan gue mau ngapain. Kalo diitung dari hari kamis bagi rapot kemaren itu gue baru ke.... Jumat ke Gading bareng emak babeh dan adik-adik. Sabtu ke.... Rasanya gakemana mana. Minggu ke meteor studio nyamperin anak-anak LA yg sedang recording serta melanjutkan videoclip buat project ICT itu lowch. Uwh gua gasabar banget pngen liat jadinya bgaimana videoclip buatan kami hahaha i'm major excited. Terus seninnya gue menyeret adam ke rumah gue karena gue bosen dan binging di rumah mau ngapain. Yailah cuman begitu doang masa ya. Hari ini gue mau ngapain? Hm kita acak acak dapur aja yuk! Eh gue pengen bikin mashed potatoe deh tapi gue lupa cara bikin gravynya gimana swt bgt -,- lagian ups gua gapunya duit buat beli bahan-bahannya kan belum beli kentangnya, evaporated milk, dan segala macam tetek bngeknya. Erm atau mungkin gua mau bikin brownies aja kali ya? Iyadeh kalo itu bahannya ada semua waktu itu bekas bikin chocochips cookie masih nyisa.

Ngomong-ngomong adam mana ye? Dari tadi pulang dari rumah gua dia gakedengeran kabarnya lagi. Bagaikan hilang begitu saja ditelan bumi tanpa jejak, kabar, dan pemberitahuan yg jelas. Eh apadeh gua udah ngelantur ini. Tapi gue jadinya kangen ini uuuwwhhh -,- okey triss cukup. Eh gua juga kangen sama teman teman nih, aku kangen recoureveuns ku, aku kangen berisik di sekolah bareng recoireveuns ku, ohiya aku juga kangen keluarga keduaku my 9BOOM 4X! Haaaaa kangen ketawa ketawa kangen marah marah kangen ngobrol kangen sama kalian. Jalan yuuuk!

Sepertinya perutku mulai tak enak nih, gue caw ya mau tidur aja deh sudah pagi ini ehehe. Goodbye, nite everyone... UPS i mean MORNING everyone! gotta go to sleep, take some rest.

I love you, untold :*

We call it 'hell'; LAST DAY, biology mandarin and civic

2009-12-07T06:54:00.000-08:00

This was the last day of semester exam and i really hate the subject.

Okay, I don't use to hate biology, in fact i love it. But oh come on, this was the last day of semester exam and as you know, biology has A LOT of things to be memories. And when you had mandarin and civic also for the test, it would be REALLY SUCKS. Trust me!

Lo tau mandarin dan civic gua udah hands up. Hm well mandarin gaterlalu, gua masih ada usahanya. Nah yang kacau itu civic sumpah gua bingung mau belajar apa. Lagian ya aneh sih, udah tau gaada guru civic sekarang, eh masih ada aja ulangannya. Untung tadi pg semua terus ntar katanya gaada remedial civic. Untung banget UNTUNG.

Ya tapi overall, I'M SO GLAD AND HAPPY. I FEEL FREEEEEEE.... LIKE A BIRD (nchaa's style). Senang rasanya setelah hari-hari penuh peluh dan darah, perjuangan serta kerja keras, belajar tanpa mengenal lelah, keluh kesah mewarnai hari-hari. AKHIRNYA BERAKHIR HARI INI! Yang gue harapkan sekarang adalah: Ya Allah semoga ulangannya nggak ada yang remed, AMIN AMIN AMIN AMIN AMIN AMIN seamin aminnya amin.

Ehm ngomong ngomong ternyata tradisi untuk nonton dalam rangka merayakan berakhirnya ulangan umum belum berakhir loh. Nggak ngerti kenapa dari kelas 7 pasti begitu. Dan seringkali kita nonton di rumah gua, nyetel dvd gitu hahaha. Seperti layaknya hari ini. Jadi asal mulanya kita berencana nonton di bekasi square tapi bingung nih ya yang bisa ikut cuma Irena, Ellen, Nchaa, gue. Sedangkan kayaknya gaseru gitu kalo cuma berempat. Udah gitu si Dendy gabisa ikut huh sial sekali. Mana si Dwima sama Dwipa gajelas nasibnya jadi ikut apa nggak. Terus akhirnya kita ajak Deszan dan selanjutnya Dwima pun ikut.

Oke kita caw ke rumah gue naik mobil gue barengan Nchaa, Ellen, Dwima, Kiko, Andrea. Sedangkan Deszan naik motor gitu ngebonceng Anfi yang katanya mau ngeband gitu barengan Afdy, Dwipa, Subob, Renar, Rido, Eril.

Sampe di rumah gua tuh kan pada bingung mau nonton apa, pertamanya sih udah deal mau nonton the ugly truth tapi itu film sepertinya terlalu cewek gitu. Terus Deszan tanya ada film horor gak? Gua jawab "satu satunya film horor di rumah gua adalah 1408 yg sampe saat ini belum juga selesai gua tonton" Oke akhirnya sepakat kita nonton 1408 tuh ya.

Pertama yang nonton gue, Nchaa, Ellen, Irena, Deszan. Terus gak lama si Dwima sama Renar ikutan. Nah lagi tengah tengah nonton gitu tiba tiba masuklah segerombolan makhluk luar angkasa (eh ups bukan deng) maksud gue masuklah Afdy, Anfi, Dwipa, Subob, Rido, dan Eril. Dan akhirnya kita nonton bareng tuh ber 13 di situ. Rumah gua udah kayak tempat penampungan hahaha.

Jadi intinya adalah I HAD FUN WITH MY FRIENDS TODAY. Nothing's better then spending the after exam time with friends. Sekarang rencananya adalah kita mau nonton lagi hari Rabu dengan jumlah orang yang LEBIH BANYAK lagi targetnya adalah Bulan, Vero, Reza, dan Adam ikut haha. Dan juga tambahan dvd, rencananya adalah deszan dan ellen dan reza bakal bawa dvd ntar. Tapi yg ntar kita beli makanan dulu yg banyak buat persediaan. Karena tadi si Renar, Dwima, Deszan bolak balik ke depan rumah beli cimol dan batagor hahaha. Ohiya makasih renar dijajanin cimol ya, itulah keuntungan punya duit besar. Garagara duit gue gocap dan dia juga gocap akhirnya adik kelasku yg baik hati itu memutuskan untuk membayarkan jajanan kakak kakak kelasnya. Baik dah lu beneran gua doain langgen sama andrea deh :P

Rasanya gue senang sekali berkata "Hey akhirnya UAS sudah selesai, sedangkan orang orang bahkan baru pada mau mulai UAS" :P

Wish we'll do this kinda thing more often,
I LOVE YOU GUYS, UNTOLD :)
Goodnight, hey you know it's holiday tomorrow. Then the next day we'll have classmeeting :D

We call it 'hell'; 5th day, Indonesia and geography

2009-12-04T04:43:00.000-08:00

YES! Today's friday and it means it's the first day of the weekend :)

Gimana ulangan hari ini Triss? Oh bisa bisa bagus bagus aja lancar kok, Alhamdulillah. Tapi najis banget masa geo pilihan gandanya ngejebak banget gitu gua rada bingung, untung esaynya gampang parah gua bisa semua. Kalo bahasa Indonesia tadi tumben gue gamales baca, cuman gue rada bingung gitu pas disuruh bikin poster. Gaada inspirasi sama sekali. Akhirnya gua gambar mata gitu terus di bola matanya ada bayangan pantai terus gue tulis "Pantai mu, pantai ku, pantai kita" sama satu lagi "Lestarikan pantai" wtf ya gajelas banget, bodolah yang penting diisi :P

Ohiya, gue mau pamer. Tadi gue berangkat sekolah jam 7 lebih 5. Harusnya jam 7 gue berangkat cuman begitu sampe di tengah jalan, gue sadar gue gabawa kartu ujian, akhirnya gue minta mang ewong puter balik kan ke rumah lagi. Sampe di rumah gue langsung ngbrit ke dalem tuh terus gue cari-cari kartu ujian gue kok gaada ya wah mampus deh gue. Akhirnya gue pasrah, balik ke mobil dan melajulah mobilku itu ke sekolahku tercinta; GLOBAL PRESTASI SCHOOL -,- Di jalan gue sms Adam "Eh cool banget deh masa kartu ujianku ilang" dan lo tau Adam jawab apa? "Wah hahaha mantep deh kamu sayang" oh cantik sekali ya huh.

Nggak lama mobil gue nyampe di sekolah, dan you know? Gue sampe jam 7 lebih 10. OH WOW CUMAN 5 MENIT SAUDARA SAUDARA padahal tadi rada macet dikit gitu dech. Bangga banget gua terus gue langsung pamer ke Ellen, Bulan, Nchaa "Eh lo tau gue berangkat jam 7 lebih 5 loh!" gapenting memang gue tau. Skip lah pokoknya gue juga lapor ke Ellen "Len kartu ujian gua masa ilang! Cool gaksih? Ayo temenin gua ambil student pass" terus gue ke lantai dua, lapor sama miss elis, bayar denda 2000 dan dikasih student pass.

Bel berbunyi, gue masuk kelas. Kertas LJK, lembar esay, lembar soal dibagiin. Teurs gue iseng ngerogoh rogoh laci di meja gue. Eh ternyata masih ada kertas coret-coretan bekas fisika kemaren dan gue gasengaja ngeliat kertas kecil kuning. Firasat gue langsung berkata bahwa gue harus ambil itu kertas kecil kuning. Gue ambil kan, dan ternyata itu adalah...... yak! KARTU UJIAN GUE! Ohmygod nyesek banget gua baru bayar 2000 buat student pass yang ternyata tidak berarti apa-apa oh sial sekali. Padahal dengan 2000 itu banyak barang yg lebih bermanfaat yang bisa gue beli. Contoh: Aqua gelas 4, aqua botol1, otakotak 1tusuk, cokicoki 4, ricis pasta keju 4, lontong 1, martabak 1, dan lain sebagainya. Oh goodbye my 2000 :'(

Ya pokoknya lanjut langsung ke bel pulang ya, anak 9B suruh ke multi buat ngisi SPI. Malesin banget gaksih. Pas di multi gue memilih untuk duduk di sebelah jorji and he kept on calling me 'mbak rodiyah' ahahaha ya terserah dirimu lah jor, itu nama keramat gue mulai sekarang :P

Waktu berlalu dan berlalu dan berlalu sampai akhirnya gue ended nonton new moon bareng reza sama irena di bekasi square. Terus kita ke mm kan ke indosat service center gitu garagara m3nya irena ngajak ribut. Abis itu kita bertiga foto box gitu yang sumpah asli tampang gua beler ganahan wahahaha.

Eh gue ngerasa bebas deh. Kenapa? Soalnya besok libur wuhuw. Hem walaupun hari senin masih ada ulangan sih. 3 sekaligus lagi. Lo tau? TIGA! TI-GA! T-I-G-A! Apa aja? Biologi, Mandarin, Pkn. OH GREAT BANGET, BUKAN?

I think i'll just stop, gue udah bingung mau tulis apa. UPS ada yang sms wakakak apadeh triss gapenting parah.

Oh iya, HAPPY MONTHLYVERSARY ELLEN INGGRID AND DARENTH TANAYA, wish you both all the best :D

Happy weekend all, may you have a great weekend,
God bless semester exam :)
Refresh, I need to refresh, bye, I LOVE YOU :*

We call it 'hell'; 4th day, physics and sundanesse

2009-12-03T02:54:00.000-08:00

Okey hari ini ceritanya gue menjadi superwoman. Begini ceritanya:

Belakangan ini gue terobsesi dateng mepet-mepet bel. Ceritanya mau ngesok gara-gara biasa dateng sebelum pintu gerbang dibuka -,- Jadi udah 3 hari ini, terhitung dari hari Selasa sampai hari ini gue berangkat siang. Hari selasa gue berangkat jam tujuh kurang 15, hari rabu gue berangkat jam setengah tujuh lebih 5, sedangkan hari ini gue berangkat jam TUJUH PAS. Lo tau hari ini gue berangkat pake mobil, agak sedikit macet, dan Mang Ewong dengan bijaknya memutuskan untuk mengisi bensin terlebih dahulu. Tapi lo harus tau, gue sampe sekolah jam berapa? JAM TUJUH LEBIH SEPULUH! Itu berarti gue masih harus menunggu bel lagi, padahal tujuan gue dateng ke sekolah langsung masuk kelas. Kenapa? Karena gue lemes banget asli deh lemes gakeruan.

Ulangan pertama adalah fisika, gue agak sedikit ragu tapi gue yakinkan diri gue kalo gue pasti bisa karena gue sudah belajar dengan lumayan serius. Akhirnya soal Fisika pun gue kerjakan, waktu di tengah tengah proses pengisian soal tiba tiba kepala gue beraksi. Dia keliyengan gak jelas, yang efeknya mata gue pun terasa berat banget dan sakit. Siksaan selanjutnya diikuti dengan aksi perut gue yang tiba tiba berontak dan ternggorokan gue yang gatel banget tapi kalo dibatukin gue jadi mual. Aneh? Memang, gue juga gangerti kenapa.

Ulangan fisika pun selesai, dilanjutkan dengan istirahat. Bodohnya pas istirahat gue gamakan apaapa karena gue ENEK SETENGAH MAMPUS. Terus selesai istirahat yang ada gue malah tambah sekarat kan. Lalu masuk kelas, adam bertanya gue udah makan apa belom, gue jawab belom. Terus ya dia ngomong lagi lah macem macem gitu gue males nulisnya tapi. Akhirnya soal Sunda dibagiin, gue pun pasrah mengerjakan soal yang menurut gue gasusah susah amat. Satu satunya soal yang gue hopeless banget itu soal esay nomer 42. Tau pertanyaannya apa? "SEBUTKAN 5 NOVEL DAN PENGARANGNYA" lah ya mana ada yang gua inget, akhirnya gue kosongin deh bodo amat tapi yang lain gue bisa kok tenang aja. Selesai ngerjain sunda terus kan bel, adam nyamperin lagi bilang "kamu pulang cepet aja, istirahat tidur, itu kamu kecapekan kali"

Oke jadi gue nurut ya, gue keluar kelas ambil buku di loker terus ngobrol dulu bentar sama teman teman dan turun ke Lobby minta kiko teleponin mang ewon suruh jemput. Terus sambil nungguin gue ngobrol sama si Upi gue tanya dia jawaban nomer 42 apa. Dan dia menjawab:

Upi: Lord of the ring, hary potter, narnia, bla bla bla

OHMYGOD ASTAGA. Terus gilanya lagi ternyata orang orang pada jawab "Layar terkembang, Siti Nurbaya, Azab dan Sengsara, dan novel novel angkatan 20an lainnya"

Dan di sinilah saya sekarang sedang menulis kisah malang saya hari ini. Yang harus menjalani siksaan demi siksaan. Baik fisik maupun batin. Oke cukup. Sepertinya sekarang gue benar-benar harus melanjutkan belajar Geografi dan Indonesia gue yang belum tuntas. AYO KUMPULKAN SEMANGATMU UNTUK BELAJAR TRISS!

Thankyou to Adam, Nchaa, Ellen, Irena, Reza, Dwipa, dan Dendy yang telah dengan baik hari serta sukarela memberikan perhatiannya pada gue yang sedang sekarat ini :)

Get well soon, me!
GOD BLESS SEMESTER EXAM :)
Thankyou and lotta love, xoxo

We call it 'hell'; 3rd day, history and ict

2009-12-02T20:52:00.000-08:00

Hellow kmaren gue gak posting ya? Maaf banget ya sindrom malas saya kemarin sedang aktif. Apalagi kemaren gue pulang siang bgt. Ngapain emang? Tambahan fisika, main, pacaran, jemput ami ahahhaa kacau bet yak kemaren jadi sampe rumah tuh sekitar jam tiga. Okey now let we begin the story about my 3rd day in 'hell'

You know, ternyata kemaren gak se-'hell' yg gue bayangkan, karena kenytaannya gue BISA dan LANCAR mengerjakan semua cobaan dan siksaan yg diberikan (baca: soal). Jam pertama pelajaran IT. Kalo ini gue masih bisa santai karena menurut pengalaman yg sudah sudah soal IT itu biasanya cendrung sama bahkan ada yg persis sama soal soal weektest dan latihan latihan yg pernah diberikan. Jadi gue gaterlalu pusing belajarnya paling gue baca baca print out hasil download dari blognya mr glory samg guru IT tercinta.

Pelajaran kedua adalah HISTORY dan lo tau gue udah males banget karena gue pikir gue salah belajar. Jadi ceritanya adalah gue lupa kalo si mr reuben SiHITe itu ngasih kisi kisi dua, dan gue cuma belajar satu, sedangkan ternyata kisikisi yg gue pelajarin sama yg satunya lagi itu BEDA JAUH. Yasudah gue mah udah pasrah aja begitu dibagiin soal gue gaberani buka terus gue liat si dwimce di samping gue udah buka soal, gue tanyalah:

Gue: ce, susah gak?
Dwima: heeh *senyum miris*
Gue: *tarik napas panjang*

Akhirnya gue beraniin diri buka esaynya dulu. Gue baca bentar dan ternuata itu semua yg gue pelajarin ada di situ. Wuhuw gua langaung smangat ngerjain tanpa perlu berhenti sejenak dan memikirkan apa yg harus gua karang buat ngejawab soal. Gaperlu! karena semua jawabannya ada di kepala gua (njir sok bet lu triss). Setelah soal esay habis dibabat, beralihlah gue ke soal piluhan ganda. Dengan perlahan gua buka halaman pertama soal itu dan tenyata........ GUE JUGA BISA NGERJAINNYA! Alhamdilillah banget ya Allah ternyata hasil belajar sejarah gue selama 3 jam setengah non stop itu membuahkan hasil yg SANGAT MEMBANGGAKAN. Itu pertamakalinya dalam sejarah selama ulangan umum kali ini gua belajar serius. Soalnya sisanya yg ulanga senen sama selasa itu gua belajarnya ogah ogahan (kacau lu triss udah pinter lu hah?!)

Okeoke sebaiknya saya sudahi postingan gua yg ini karena gue masuh pengen posting hari keempat gua yg beneran kayak di hell! Astaga banget gua hari ini sial parah.

Sip sip thankyou God thankyou!
God bless semester exam :)
Bye, have a nice day everyone!

We call it 'hell'; 2nd day, math and religion

2009-11-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOD!

Lo harus tau tadi gue ulangan math udah kayak tes mewarnai. Sumpah deh ya pg nya gila susah parah. Padahal tadinya gue udah bersyukur gitu pas liat esaynya lumauan gampang, jadilah gue ngerjain esay dulu. Begitu esay selese gue mulai mengerjakan pg tuh, yang pertama tentang kesebangunan sama kongruensi kalo gasalah. Ya itu lumayan lah walaupun teorinya gua cuma bisa 1 apa 2 gitu. Nah udah gitu nomer selanjutnya udah mulai tentang bangun ruang dan angkanya ituloh MASYAALLAH pak tums tega banget dah pokoknya. Akhirnya krena takut buang wktu gue skip dulu, gue ngerjain yang tentang peluang, kuartir, median, ratarata, dan lain sebagainya. Baru abis itu gua lanjut ngerjain bngun ruang lagi. Dan.... Yak betul gua udah hopeless parah ngerjaonnya akhirnya bgitu bel yg belom gua buletin tanpa pake liat soal gua warnain deh buletannya pake insting serta daya kreatifitas gue yg menurut gua gajelek jelek amat.

Selesai ulangan math, istaraht, terus yak terus agama! Yasudahlah kalo agama mah yg gabisa kita berserah pada Allah Yang MAha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang. Dan jngan lupa jalankan logikamu. Tapi tenang kok tenang gua masih bisa bernapas lega kalo ulangan agama mah gua masih bisa ketawa ketawa. Yang gue takutin tuh mathnya astaa gua takut bangeeeeeeet. Semoga garemed yaAllah semoga gak remed amin amin amin amin amin ya Allah AMIN :'(

Ohiya parah masa kaki gua cari ribur! SAKIT BANGET! Gaboong dah gua astaga sakit banget. Mana ini lagi ada jerawat persis di tengah idung. Idung gua jadi merah deh mana sakit lagi. Gue jadi kayak rusanya Santa Claus deh yg siapa itu namanya? Rudolf yaw? Iya iya kalo gasalah si Rudolf itu. Yapokoknya gua itu menderita bamget heran deh ya -,-

Okey cukup berkeluh kesahnya. Gue laper nih mau makan tapi males bangun udah pw banget tiduran di kasur. Fyi, ini postingan pertama gue pake itouch loh wakakak bangga parah gua. Ini juga sebetulnya garagara laptopnya lagi dipake kiko dan gue ngebet bgt pengen ngeblog jadilah gue coba coba dan ternyata bisa! Haha norak gue? Emang. Penting gaksih? Enggak! Oke cukup gua mulai kehilangan akal sehat. Lebih baik mengumpulkan niat buat belajar IT sama sejarah besok, yega? Yadong!

Sip sip okedeh. Eh aduh adam mana kok gak sms ya? Eewww
Haaaaa oke sudah hentikan. Oiya jangan lupa doain semoga math gua garemed, pleaseeeee? Hidup mati gue di situ :(
Wish me luck on studying and tomorrow's test yaw? thankyouuuu
God bless semester exam :)
BYE, I LOVE YOU!

We call it 'hell'; 1st day, economy and english

2009-11-30T03:14:00.000-08:00

Hell-o!
You know? Today was the first day of semester exam which means AWAL NERAKA GUE.
Haaaaaah lu tau? Gue capek banget belajar sumpah gue gak mood banget semesteran. Tapi mau gamau gue harus mau aduh berat ya menjadi seorang siswa hhh.

Curhat dikit dong?
Jujur ya gue gapernah ngerasain semales ini belajar. Oke bukan berarti gue rajin, tapi at least kemaren kemaren gue masih ada niatan buat belajar. Lah sekarang? Boro boro, eh tapi gagitu jgua sih gue masih mau kok belajar tapi bedanya sekarang gue gampang banget teralihkan perhatiannya gitu. Sebetulnya belajar itu enak. Jujur deh gue belajar itu enak, tapi........ kalo udah konsen kalo jiwa gue semua udah terserap ke apa yang gue pelajarin gue malah jadi gabisa berenti belajar. Cuman ya itu tadi susahnya men sekarang gue susah konsentrasi wey, males banget, sekali lagi, GUE LELAH BELAJAR!

Percuma gasih gue berkeluh kesah di sini? Percuma banget! Yasudah lah tak apa ya aduh gue stress nih besok math sama agama. Dan lo tau? Pak Asep oh Pak Asep guru agama islam gue yang super duper baik banget banget banget itu memutuskan untuk sedikit menaikan level ulangan agama dengan cara memperbanyak materi ulangan semester kali ini. Oh Pak Asep, HOW COULD YOU (Nchaa's style).

Oh iya, eh eh eh hari ini ANDRE EKA SETIAWAN kembali masuk looooh oh my God gue kangen banget sama lo Ka, ehm ralat; KITA kangen banget sama lo Ka. Siapa KITA? Ya, KITA; 9BOOM 4X hahaha penasaran? Oh iya gue bakal tell tell you tentang 9BOOM 4X itu nanti ya dipostingan selanjutnya karena sepertinya sekarang sudah saatnya gue mandi kemudian dilanjutkan dengan belajar yang khusyuk. Oke oke? Boleh dong gue pergi? Astaga gue jadi gajelas gini sekarang sakit stressnya. CAW DULU YAW, BABAY :)

GOD BLESS SEMESTER EXAM :)

Is it helping?

2009-11-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

I have this majorly bad feeling and all i wanna do is just CRY :'(
I can't help it but cry, eventhough i know it won't help at all

My safest place

2009-11-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

Inside my blanket is my safest place
You wanna know why?
Because people will think i'm sleeping
That way, they won't disturb me

Your arms is also my safest place
You wanna know why?
Because when I'm wrapped around your arm
It feels like nothing could go wrong

It's just, right...

Such a day :)

2009-11-14T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hari ini seruuuuuuuuw!
Pagi pagi gue online dan tiba-tiba seorang Reza Firmansyah nyapa gue,

Reza: Triss lo di mana?
Gue: Di rumah lah, kenapa?
Reza: Oh gue lagi di sd lo nih

Lah gue kaget kan dalam rangka apa dia bisa ada di Alfajri, eh baru mau gue tanya lagi tapi dianya udah off, yaudah deh gue tanya ke Irena nomernya si Reza dan gue telpon lah anak itu. Dan ternyata oh ternyata adiknnya Reza yang cewek, kelas 5 namanya Salsa bersekolah di Alfajri makanya tadi dia ke sana. Berhubung tadinya niatan gue emang mau ke sana jadilah gue langsung mandi dan berangkat. Singkat kata gue sampe di Alfajri ketemu Reza di depan. Terus masuk ke dalam eh ketemu Erfin Adia sama Kafi OHMYGOD udah lama banget gaketemu kangeeeeeeen.

Tapi di Alfajri gue gak lama, kira kira jam sebelas lebih gitu gue langsung caw (asik deh caw -,-) ke rumah si Adamkuuuuuw sayaaaaaangkuuuw wakakakak. Eh gak gak itu lebay oke pokoknya gue ke rumah Adam sampe jam setengah 4 gitu. Hayoooo ngapain Trissi di rumah Adam? Gak kok gangapa ngapain ngobrol doang sama nonton terus mainan itu tuh mainan gajelas yg gue beli atas hasutan Reza gatau namanya apadeh pokoknya gitu lah. Pas mau pulang dari rumah Adam kan gue ngecek hp ya eh ada satu sms sama 5 misscall. Tau dari siapa? Risad! Yak seorang Risad Wiriandi Musa temen sd gue yang ganteng yang sekarang bersekolah di 109 JHS. Tau apa isi smsnya?

'Triss, ke Alfajri yok!'

Gue langsung ketawa sumpah kocak bet bocah gue baru dari sana eh dia ngajakin ke sana. Baru mau gue bales smsnya eh dia telpon, ngomong gini:

Risad: Triss lo di mana? Ke Alfajri yok!
Gue: Lah gue udah balik malah dari sana
Risad: Yah oke deh yaudah
Gue: Eh tunggu lo lagi di mana? Alfajri?
Risad: Nggak gue lagi jalan jalan sama Iban sama Kafi
Gue: Hah ada Iban?
Risad: Iya ada nih
Gue: Oh
Risad: Lo di mana Triss?
Gue: Di rumah temen
Risad: Oh oke deh sip sip yah sayang banget gaketemu
Gue: Iya sayang banget yampun eh besok dateng lagi aja
Risad: Oke deh Insyaallah ya
Gue: Sipppp, dadaaah
Risad: Dadaaah

Abis telpon itu gue ngobrol bentar sama Adam terus balik deh ke rumah, naik ojek kan tuh. Eh dan lo tau? Sampe rumah itu tuh di depan rumah yampun tauga sih lo ternyata di depan rumah gue ada Iban Risad sama Kafi. Waaaaaahahahaha girang dong gua sumpah girang asli. Terus mereka aus gitu kan yaudah gue ajak masuk deh terus minum terus kita ngobrol ngobrol di rumah gue sumpah heboh banget. Dari yang segala, ngomongin sekolah, ngomongin bedah kodok, ngomongin tawuran, ngomongin pacar, ngomongin mantan, ngomongin bimbel, ngomongin SMA, ngomongin ekskul, ngomongin Gita Gutawa, ngomongin Samuel Samosir, ngomongin Amel, ngomongin angkatan 3, ngomongin aduuuuuuuuuuuh banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak bangeeeeeeeeeeeeet deh pokoknya kemana mana ngobrolnya. Sampai akhirnya jam 5an mereka pulang.

AND I JUST REALIZED THAT I'VE MISSED THEM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING DAMN MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH!

Today was such a day, thankyou guys; Adam, Reza, Iban, Risad, Kafi. OHMYGOD hahahaha gue kira gue bakal mati bosen di rumah hari ini :p