Happy 13th, my miracle

Thankyou for supporting me
Thankyou for the lessons you've given me
Thankyou for making me cry
Thankyou for making me laugh
Thankyou for being all sweet and gentle
Thankyou for giving me this feeling
Thankyou for giving me your shoulder to cry on
Thankyou for giving me a place to lean on
Thankyou for being with me in these past 13 months
Thankyou for all things you've done, you've done so much that i can't say them one by one
And the most important of all.....
Thankyou for giving me a chance to love you, and to be loved by you.
That's the most amazing thing you've given to me.

Don't ever forget that I LOVE YOU :)

Bukan hal yang mudah

Belakangan ini semua berubah.
Aku tahu pasti hal ini akan terjadi. Banyak orang telah memperingatkanku. Tapi aku lengah. Aku tak cukup mempersiapkan diri.
Aku lupa, mereka bilang perubahan akan sangat sulit. Mereka bilang perubahan akan sangat menyakitkan. Mereka bilang perubahan membuat kita sulit untuk menentukan siapa yang harus kita percaya.
Tapi aku bukan pengecut. Aku harus berusaha untuk menyesuaikan diri, aku harus berusaha untuk beradaptasi agar aku bisa bertahan.
Sekarang, bagaimana caraku menyesuaikan diri jika semuanya terus berubah?
Dari pertanyaan itulah kemudian muncul pertanyaan baru yang sudah sejak tadi menggayuti benakku:

"Kalau semua berubah, haruskah aku ikut berubah?"

You are miss-able

"All I want is some times alone.
I don't like being in the crowd.
Just the two of us, in a silence, doing nothing."
- Adam P. Laksana

Well, just so you know; I want the same thing as you do boy, I MISS YOU A LOT :')

This isn't my world no more

What a fool of me, thinking that senior high would be just like the junior high. The fact is senior high is a whole new different world.
People are changing. I am changing.
I don't know which way to follow. I don't know who should i become friends with. I don't know who's wrong, or who's right.
Now I really need a place. A place where I can feel safe. A place where the people are staying. No changes. No goodbyes.
I'm thinking about going into your arms. Because they have always been my safest place, a place that I always run to whenever something bad happens. But even your arms are not that safe anymore.
Then i'm thinking about my heart. It's my private section, where i can do whatever i wanted to do. But oh well, I'm having a battle with my heart right now. How can I feel safe if I decided to go there?
So where else must I go? Could anyone help me?
I lost in my world, and I think the world isn't mine anymore.

Need. A. Great. Big. Hug. Please?
Just like the barney song....

Something sweet for someone sweet

Happy birthday Adam Putra Laksana!

I know it's kinda late to post this on this blog, since his birthday was on 29th of sepember. But oh well, who cares?
So, this was my first time doing a surprise party and i was sooooooo major nervouse. But thank God it went well.
Thankyou for all of my beloved beautiful and handsome friends. And thankyou for Adam's mom and Adam's sister. You were such a great actors, TWO THUMBS UP (Y)(Y)

So baby, how was the present? how was the cake? how was the surprise? ;)

Happy sixteen you, I Love You. Don't forget :)