Lets make it year(s)

"One year is not enough, lets make it years!"

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
It feels exactly like last year. The love, the excitment, and all.
"Every spent with you is the moment I treasure"
Thankyou for being with me.
You're the best I've ever had, so far. And I hope you will always be.

Wish us luck.
God bless 27.
I. (Love). You.

We're not okay

Seconds to the big day and we're not even okay.
How can it be like this?
I know I'm making things bigger than it should, but I'm not the only one to blame here.
Is it too much to ask? Just to not fall asleep when we're in the middle of something serious? When I'm talking seriously. Tell me, is it too much?

Again, my hypersensitive mood is on now so whatch what you're doing.
I don't wanna start any drama, especially on times like this.
I need to be strong. I have to be strong. And I NEED YOU to be strong.
Please, just help me out here?
I'm hopeless, I'm helpless :'(

The permition and agreement

Nine days to go, seems long enough but actualy it is not.
Already talked to the house owner and she gave us permition to use the house and she also agreed to help me. Correction: US.
Ahaaaaa I can hardly wait!
What about you? ;)

Hope this is gonna work out reaaaaally well.
Amin.

Goodnight, sleeptight, I love you :*

I lied. I am sorry.

A little white lie won't hurt............


What am I kidding?
It's NOT LITTLE at all.
It's BIG. It's HUGE. It's SUPER.
And worst, It's a lie.

What am I gonna do?
Karma does exist.
God I'm so so so so so so sorry :(

Happy Eid Mubarak

Assalamualaikum,
Minal aidzin ya semuanya. Maafin semua kesalahan kesalahan gue ya, yang disengaja maupun yang nggak. Ayo kita mulai lagi semua dari nol. Semoga semuanya jadi lebih baik lagi ya. Amin :)

Happy Eid Mubarak, you :)

McDonald ft. Recoureveuns

4th of September
A great saturday night with my special ones
None other than RECOUREVEUNS

Too bad not all of them were coming. But overall that night was a blast. I had real fun with them. Oh how i miss being with them :'

I can't tell you how much i want us back together
As I've said, being with you is indiscribable
Lots of love, tons of kisses, bunch of hugs... only for you, friends :)

3rd of september

Today is Friday, the 3rd of september.
I just finished my sahur and will get some quick sleep afterwards.
I'm just hoping that today would be my day.
I'm going to Bunderan HI with some of my extraculicular mates. We're gonna take some pictures of the road and buildings. My teacher said that we're planning to get the afterglow sky. He said the sky will look really blue. Just beautiful.
So i hope the rest of the day would be just fine. I really hope so.

I'm gonna sleep now folks,
Good morning, have a nice day,
Sleepwell ;)

Random thought

Apparently nothing's going any better.
And I'm starting to blame myself.
And I'm starting to think about random stuff.
This stuff is so random that I don't even believe that I'm thinking about it right now.
I really hope that i'm not that stupid to let this random thought come out of my head.

I'm clueless and helpless and hopeless

Scorpio's biggest failure

"Jealousy is definitely scorpio's biggest and worst failure"

That statement is so true!
Hand's up for jealousy thingy. I can't handle that one.
Okay actually I'm still trying but so far i'm still not getting any better. Even just a little.
I'm a true scorpio, i guess :p

But lucky me I have my Libra guy who's always supporting me no matter how annoying i am.
Today i was in a major badmood that i won't talk to him. Ofcourse it was somehow connected with the 'J' thing. (read: jealousy)
Yes, I'm stupidly jealous over something that i should've not be jealous about (oh what am i talking? Oke intinya dengan bodohnya gue cemburu sama hal yg sebetulnya gak perlu dicemburuin)
Unfortunately, or should i say fortunately he realized something was wrong and decided to talk to me at the end of the school.
And there we were, talking. And there he was explaining things. And there I was, crying. And there he was calming me down.

OHMYGOD I'M SUCH A.......... I don't even know what should i call myself.

Thankyou for my little one, Agen Rahasia Si Kecil --> BONITA RACHEL SIMAMORA.
Thankyou for your 'positive thinking' advice.
And thanks to my Libra boy, I'm a lot better now.
Have i told you that 'you're the best i could ask for a lover?', there i already say it and i really mean it.

Thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou,
Mr. Libra ;)